Lyrics
Ain't it something how I look back at before
Reflecting on the past and how it appears now
My mind consumed and obsessed
Previous preoccupation with thoughts and memories
With people I met and all sorts of problems
Being fixated on people and various issues
That I don't even remember no more
Unable to recall past problems due to time or personal growth
Ain't it something how the pain can take all your body and mind
The intensity of pain affecting both body and mind
You're bawling every day and night but once it's gone
Crying incessantly, but the pain eventually fades away
It all becomes
After pain subsides, it becomes easy to forget the experience
So easy to forget what it's like
Forgetting the difficulty of the past pain
Was it all a dream or am I
Questioning if the past experiences were real or a dream
Somebody different now
Possibly undergoing a significant transformation
Scarring memories
Memories that left emotional scars
The details difficult to recall
Difficulty in recalling specific details of painful memories
Trying to believe the dark's behind me
Trying to believe that darkness is in the past
And I'll stay strong
Commitment to staying strong
Because the girl that I was is gone
The person she used to be has undergone a significant change
Ain't it something how I pleaded and I swore
Reflecting on past pleas and promises
That it was love
Thought it was love, but it wasn't
But it was just
Realizing it was infatuation rather than true love
Another guy that I let myself fall head over heals for
Falling for someone repeatedly
Ain't it something how it tolled on me
The toll it took on her emotionally
How I lost my mind and did so desperately
Losing control of her mind
Again and again like I was addicted
Repeating the pattern as if addicted to finding love
To finding a person who I could adore
Searching for someone to adore
Was it all a dream or am I
Questioning personal transformation
Somebody different now
Possibly changed into a different person
Scarring memories
Memories that left emotional scars (repeated)
The details difficult to recall
Difficulty in recalling specific details of painful memories (repeated)
Trying to believe the dark's behind me
Trying to believe that darkness is in the past (repeated)
And I'll stay strong
Commitment to staying strong (repeated)
Because the girl that I was is gone
The person she used to be has undergone a significant change (repeated)
Gone, yeah she is gone, yeah she is gone
Emphasizing the departure of the past self
Like the stars in the sky
Comparing the departure to the disappearance of stars
Gone, yeah she is gone
Reiterating the departure of the past self
Look carefully there's trace of her in these eyes
There are still traces of the past self in her eyes
That kind of pain stays deep inside
Deep emotional pain that lingers
Ain't it something how nobody else can ever really
No one else truly understands the depth of her pain
Know what it's like
Highlighting the isolation in experiencing such pain
Was it all a dream
Repeating the question of whether the past was a dream
I'm somebody different now
Possibly transformed into a different person
Scarring memories
Memories that left emotional scars (repeated)
The details difficult to recall
Difficulty in recalling specific details of painful memories (repeated)
Trying to believe the dark's behind me
Trying to believe that darkness is in the past (repeated)
And I'll stay strong
Commitment to staying strong (repeated)
Because the girl that I was is gone
The person she used to be has undergone a significant change (repeated)
The girl that I was is gone
Reiteration of the transformation
The girl that I was is gone
-The girl that I was is gone
Final confirmation of the departure of the past self
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