Where I Used To Be
Embracing Growth: A Journey from Darkness to LightLyrics
I think I've been in denial
Expressing realization and acknowledgment of being in denial.
Lately it's been hard to breathe
Describing difficulty in breathing, possibly due to stress or emotional strain.
People tell me that they love me
People express love, but the speaker struggles to believe or accept it.
Nothing they say I believe
Expressing skepticism and a lack of trust in what others say.
Maybe I've been burnt out
Suggesting a feeling of exhaustion or being emotionally drained.
Maybe I should slow down
Considering the need to slow down and take a break.
I tried to let go
Attempting to let go of something challenging or burdensome.
It feels like I'm alone
Feeling a sense of loneliness despite efforts to let go.
I hold onto myself now
Choosing self-preservation and self-focus in the face of challenges.
I could lay outside for hours
Finding solace in outdoor moments, possibly for relaxation.
At least I'm getting sleep
Acknowledging some improvement in sleep patterns.
I'm not where I wanna be but thank God I'm not where I used to be
Expressing gratitude for personal growth, despite not reaching desired goals.
I've been so close to dying
Revealing a past struggle with the risk of death.
but I'm still in one piece
Despite the challenges, the speaker remains whole and intact.
I'm not where I wanna be but thank God I'm not where I used to be
Reiterating gratitude for progress and personal development.
Feels like I move in slow motion
Feeling as if life is moving slowly, possibly indicating a sense of stagnation.
Some things look grey in my eyes
Perceiving certain things in a dull or uninteresting way.
At least I feel some emotion
Despite challenges, experiencing some emotional response.
I only feel numb sometimes
Admitting occasional numbness or emotional detachment.
Maybe I've been burnt out
Reiterating the feeling of being burnt out.
I tried so hard to slow down
Struggling to slow down despite efforts.
Can't fix it on my own
Recognizing the inability to fix everything independently.
Man I feel so alone
Expressing a deep sense of loneliness.
I could really use a hug now
Yearning for comfort and support, symbolized by a hug.
I could lay outside for hours
Finding solace in nature and outdoor moments.
At least I'm getting sleep
Acknowledging the importance of sufficient sleep for well-being.
I'm not where I wanna be but thank God I'm not where I used to be
Expressing gratitude for personal growth, despite unmet desires.
I've been so close to dying
Reflecting on past experiences of being close to death but surviving.
but I'm still in one piece
Despite challenges, remaining intact and resilient.
I'm not where I wanna be but thank God I'm not where I used to be
Reiterating gratitude for personal progress and development.
Time likes testing me
Acknowledging the testing nature of time.
But I keep protesting
Despite challenges, resisting and standing against adversity.
I'm just tryna get some space
Seeking personal space and detachment from troubles.
Let it fly over my head
Choosing to let difficulties pass without affecting the speaker.
If I'm pulled under the sea
Facing potential challenges but expressing a willingness to confront them.
If I get struck by lightning
Accepting the unpredictability of life's challenges.
At least I can say that I know that I tried my best
Emphasizing the importance of trying one's best in the face of challenges.
I know I tried my best
Affirming the effort put into facing challenges.
I scroll online for hours
Seeking distraction and engagement online during restless nights.
Some nights I hardly sleep
Experiencing difficulty in achieving restful sleep on some nights.
I'm not where I wanna be but thank God I'm not where I used to be
Expressing gratitude for personal growth despite unfulfilled desires.
I'm not afraid of crying
Not fearing the expression of emotions and vulnerability.
I'm barely in one piece
Despite challenges, remaining partially intact and resilient.
I'm not where I wanna be but thank God I'm not where I used to be
Reiterating gratitude for personal progress and development.
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