Bad Habit
Breaking Free from a Toxic Cycle: Decoding Carousel Kings' 'Bad Habit'
Lyrics
I keep repeating the creases and leaving my pieces home
I keep dwelling on the wrinkles and leaving my essential parts at home.
This war is so tragic and you’re such a bad habit
This conflict is deeply distressing, and you, like a bad habit, persist in my life.
Busting up my forehead, wish that I could forget
I'm hurting myself emotionally, longing to erase memories of our conversations.
Everything we said
Recalling every word we exchanged.
Everything we did
Reflecting on every action we took together.
It doesn’t make sense
The situation is confusing and illogical.
How are you such a bad habit?
Expressing bewilderment at how you've become a persistent negative influence.
I’m busting up my forehead
Physically harming myself in frustration.
Wish that I could forget
Desiring to erase the memories of our interactions.
I try to make believe I’m over this
Attempting to convince myself that I have moved on from this situation.
I try to tell myself that I don’t care
Pretending that I don't care about the circumstances.
But the truth is my emptiness is the only thing that I still feel
Admitting that the only thing I still feel is emptiness.
What’s real? What’s wrong? What makes you so cold?
Questioning the authenticity and morality of the situation.
I try my best to wrap my head around it
Struggling to understand the situation.
I still can’t figure out where I went wrong
Unable to pinpoint where the mistake was made.
You keep on feeding the demons and keeping the secrets sewn
You continue to nourish negative influences and conceal troubling secrets.
I really can’t stand it
Expressing intense dislike for the situation.
You’re such a B-B-Bad habit
You are a significant and detrimental habit.
Busting up my forehead
Physically harming myself in frustration.
Wish that I could forget
Desiring to erase the memories of our interactions.
I heard you say you like it this way
Hearing that you prefer things to be this way.
What’s real? What’s wrong? What makes you so cold?
Questioning the authenticity and morality of the situation (repeated).
I try to wrap my head around it
Struggling to understand the situation (repeated).
I try to wrap my head around it
Attempting to understand the situation (repeated).
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