NEVER AGAIN FREESTYLE
Breaking Free from Deceptive Embrace
Lyrics
Don't know why you come back
Expressing confusion about the reason for someone's return
Never fails every time
Consistently experiencing the same outcome
Every move is the same
Actions or decisions are repetitive
You're predictable in all your ways
The person's behavior is easily anticipated
Can't believe I fell again in your trap
Regretting falling into a familiar trap again
Wish I had left the first time
Wishing to have left the situation earlier
I knew better but you told me I was saving your life
Being convinced by the other person that they were helping despite knowing better
Never again
Firm resolve to not repeat the same mistake
Will you catch me slip on your lies no
Determined not to be deceived by lies again
Never again will you catch me slipping up on your lies
Reiterating the commitment to not be deceived
No
Emphatically refusing the previous behavior
Don't know how to grasp what we been through
Feeling unsure about comprehending past experiences
They'd look at us crazy if they really knew
Anticipating societal judgment if aware of the relationship's reality
All the things we said
Reflecting on conversations and promises made
All the things we did
Recalling past actions between them
How bad it really got
Understanding the severity of the situation
How deep it really is yeah
Acknowledging the depth of the issue
And that's just the beginning
Implying the situation has further complexities
Cause I'm not one usually focused on winning
Not typically focused on winning but seeking peace
I just wanted to find peace
Desiring tranquility but receiving insecurities instead
You tried to give it but gave me insecurities
Acknowledging personal contribution to insecurities
I did too
Admitting complicity in the situation
Cause I'm not innocent
Provoked to react due to deliberate actions
But you pushed all my buttons through
Induced into negative emotional states
Turned me to a jealous bitch
Recognizing the manipulation and its effect
And you know that it's true
Realizing that previous reactions were manipulated
Ain't even half of it
Stating there's more to the situation
Cause when I kept my cool
Being accused of indifference despite efforts to remain composed
You said I didn't give a shit
Adapting to the other person's behavior but still haunted by the past
So I did what you wanted
Striving to match the other person's energy
Matched your energy
Admitting a part that desires the toxic situation
And somehow I'm the one who's haunted
Recognizing an addictive pattern
Said I'd be better off
Awareness of the necessity to avoid the toxic behavior
But there's part of me that wants it
Feeling conflicted about the desire to return to toxic behavior
That's the addict in me
Acknowledging addictive tendencies and the need to resist
Gotta stay up off it
Emphasizing the importance of avoiding toxic behavior
Gotta stay up off it yeah
Reiterating the necessity to avoid the situation
If I don't
Stressing the importance of not returning
We'll be back right where we were
Avoiding a repeat of past circumstances
And I can't take no more
Expressing inability to endure further
I'm losing my sanity when you walk back in the door
Feeling mental instability upon the other's return
Things I said I'd never tolerate
Mentions the intolerable actions from the past
One look in your eyes
Seeing past boundaries dissolve upon seeing the person
And my boundaries they all dissipate
The effect the person has despite previously set limits
Yeah it's crazy to me
Expressing disbelief at the person's contradiction to past promises
Everything you swore up and down that you would be
Contrast between promised and actual behavior
But turned out polar opposite now I can't compete
Feeling unable to compete due to changed behavior
You made it harder to breathe
Impact of the person's actions on mental well-being
Had to cut you off like you meant nothing to me yeah yeah
The necessity of severing ties despite emotional attachment
But you meant something to me yeah yeah
Recognizing the emotional significance despite the need to let go
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