alone
Isolation's Symphony: A Journey Through Solitude
Lyrics
I've been counting the days that you've been gone
I have been keeping track of the time since you left.
And I shoot when they hand me a gun
I react impulsively when given a weapon.
My heart is swollen from this pain
My heart is emotionally swollen due to this pain.
With every fight i'm doubting that there will be gain
In each conflict, I question if there will be any positive outcome.
Oooo
(Oooo - No specific meaning provided)
I drive by what feels like endless fields
I drive through seemingly endless fields.
But the corn looks so wrong i swear it can't be real
The corn looks unnatural, making me doubt its reality.
These pills in my hand don't mix too well with this drink
I have pills in my hand, and their interaction with alcohol is concerning.
And before i know it my car has begun to sink
Unintentionally, my car is sinking, possibly due to impairment.
Oooo
(Oooo - No specific meaning provided)
The coffee is cold each day when i wake up
The coffee is consistently cold, and each sip feels unbearable.
After every sip i swear i've had enough
After every sip of coffee, I feel like I've had enough.
The shower runs and all the water is brown
The water in the shower is discolored, but I accept it as it is.
But water is water and either way i'll drown
Regardless of water quality, the result is drowning.
Stopped brushing my teeth when i turned 11 years old
I stopped brushing my teeth at 11 years old.
Don't sleep with no blankets cause i like when i'm cold
I avoid using blankets because I prefer the cold.
Don't want no friends, don't want no lover, no pain
I reject friendships, love, and pain, feeling pushed away by people.
All people do is push me away
People consistently reject and push me away.
But today might be different
There is a glimmer of hope for a different day.
Maybe i'll get out of bed this time
Maybe I will make an effort to get out of bed today.
Or maybe it won't be so different
However, the day may not turn out differently; the decline is expected.
This time, we've already declined
We have already rejected the possibility of a positive change this time.
Heard my own voice and ripped the chords straight out of my throat
I reacted strongly to my own voice, causing harm to my vocal cords.
Saw my reflection and now all my mirrors are broke
Seeing my reflection led to breaking all my mirrors.
Smelled something calming so i shoved cotton in my nose
I smelled something calming, so I used cotton to block it out.
Cause i still wanna be alone
Despite everything, I still desire solitude.
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