Lyrics
I just wanna leave sometimes
I desire to escape from my current situation at times.
Leave the voices in my mind
I want to leave behind the intrusive thoughts in my mind.
I thought that maybe I'd be fine
I had hoped that things would improve for me.
I thought that I could be alright
I believed that I could manage and be okay.
But still I can't sleep these days
Despite this, I struggle to find peace in my sleep.
The pain the only thing that stays
Pain is the persistent element in my life.
My past was always made of glass
My past has always been fragile and easily shattered.
Sometimes I just go too fast, I
Sometimes, I act hastily, without thinking.
Can't get out my head, I don't see right
I'm trapped in my thoughts and my perception is distorted.
Can't remember who I wanna be
I struggle to remember the person I aspire to be.
I can't get out my bed, I just wanna hide
Getting out of bed is a challenge, and I just want to hide.
But they don't see the things I see
Others don't see the struggles and challenges I face.
It's cold outside and I'm so alone
Feeling isolated and lonely in the cold outside.
I froze my life, my feelings hurt the most
I've frozen my life, and emotional pain is the most intense.
If I had no shame, wonder what we'd have
Imagining a scenario where shame doesn't hinder a relationship.
Look at who I am and you don't want me back
Reflecting on the past, realizing I'm not wanted back.
It's no wonder I'm so lonely, I did this to myself
Recognizing that my loneliness is self-inflicted.
Won't let nobody hold me, will never call for help
Refusing to seek help or support from others.
I know that I'm so broken, I feel like I'm in hell
Acknowledging personal brokenness and a sense of hellish existence.
I feel like no-one notice, cause I don't wanna tell
Feeling unnoticed but hesitant to express my struggles.
And I can't complain
Despite my challenges, I avoid complaining.
Cause I chose this way
I consciously chose the path I'm on.
But nobody stays
People don't stay in my life, and that's a consequence of my choices.
And that's why I say
Expressing the reason for my desire to leave at times.
I just wanna leave sometimes
Reiterating the desire to escape and leave the burden of thoughts.
Leave the voices in my mind
Repeating the wish to distance from troubling thoughts.
I thought that maybe I'd be fine
Revisiting the hope that things would improve.
I thought that I could be alright
Reaffirming the belief that I could be okay.
But still I can't sleep these days
Emphasizing the ongoing struggle with sleep and pain.
The pain the only thing that stays
Highlighting that pain is a constant companion.
My past was always made of glass
Recalling the fragility of my past experiences.
Sometimes I just go too fast
Acknowledging the tendency to rush through life.
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