Lyrics
It's not getting better and these days all feel the same
Expressing a feeling of stagnation and similarity in experiences, implying a lack of improvement or change in circumstances.
I'll try your medication, if it takes the pain away
Willingness to try medication as a solution to alleviate pain or discomfort.
Blame, I'm stuck in the middle
Feeling trapped or immobilized between conflicting emotions or situations.
Of feeling manic and feeling sane
Experiencing alternating states of extreme highs (mania) and normalcy (sane state).
Taking pills from an orange bottle
Taking prescribed medication from an orange-colored pill bottle, possibly indicating prescription drugs for mental health.
Watch my color fade away
Observing a fading of vitality or spirit, a metaphorical loss of vibrancy or liveliness.
I can only blame myself when it comes to my mental health
Self-accountability for one's mental health issues, recognizing personal responsibility.
You try to take the pain away, but all I feel is grey
Feeling emotionally numb despite efforts from others to help.
Every time that I reach out the words dry up in my mouth
Difficulty expressing oneself verbally or communicating when seeking help or support.
You try to take my pain away, but all I feel is grey
Reiteration of feeling emotionally desensitized despite attempts by others to alleviate pain.
Watch it fade away
Observing the gradual disappearance or diminishing of something significant.
Watch me fade away
Feeling one's own vitality or presence fading away.
It just goes away
Something important or significant is disappearing or dissipating.
It's not the change in the weather that's making my hands shake
Attributing physical symptoms like shaky hands to internal emotional struggles rather than external factors.
It's the monster in my bedroom that's keeping me awake
Referencing a psychological 'monster' causing insomnia or fear, possibly symbolizing internal mental turmoil.
I reached the bottom of the bottle
Reaching the end of a container (bottle) of something important, possibly medication, and the implication of returning to a negative cycle.
Heading down that road again
Heading back towards a negative or harmful path previously experienced.
I'm losing self control
Losing the ability to control one's actions or emotions.
Start the problems again
Initiating recurring problems or issues again.
I can only blame myself when it comes to my mental health
Reiteration of self-blame for personal mental health challenges.
You try to take the pain away, but all I feel is grey
Feeling emotionally numb despite efforts from others to help.
Every time that I reach out the words dry up in my mouth
Difficulty expressing oneself verbally or communicating when seeking help or support.
You try to take my pain away, but all I feel is grey
Reiteration of feeling emotionally desensitized despite attempts by others to alleviate pain.
Watch it fade away
Observing the gradual disappearance or diminishing of something significant.
Watch me fade away
Feeling one's own vitality or presence fading away.
It just goes away
Something important or significant is disappearing or dissipating.
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