Lyrics
Taking smoke breaks way too often
Taking frequent breaks for smoking
I'm fogging my windows up
Creating a hazy atmosphere in a confined space
I sleep all day just to process
Spending excessive time sleeping to process emotions or thoughts
To be honest
Expressing honesty about personal struggles
I'm all fucked up
Feeling emotionally distressed or confused
I try to be complacent but
Attempting to be content, but facing challenges
You're always in my face and
Feeling confronted by someone
You're asking why I'm wasted
Being questioned about being under the influence
While you're wasting all my time
Feeling that someone is wasting time
Not surprised we never lasted
Reflecting on a failed relationship
You say you hate the way I'm acting but
Being criticized for behavior
I'm the one you fucking gaslit
Feeling emotionally manipulated
I'm not gonna move past it
Refusing to move on from a painful experience
You can't love me with the baggage
Recognizing the difficulty of being loved with emotional baggage
But you're the one who did the damage so
Attributing damage in the relationship to the other person
I don't need another conversation
Expressing a desire to avoid further discussions
I just need new habits
Seeking new habits as a solution
I'm so attached to the madness
Feeling deeply connected to chaos or turmoil
I hate you I love you still
Experiencing conflicting emotions of love and hate
Numbing the pain with attraction
Using attraction as a distraction from pain
It's fucked but I need that thrill
Recognizing the paradoxical need for thrill despite negative consequences
I try to be complacent but
Struggling to maintain contentment
You're always in my face and
Feeling persistently confronted by someone
You're asking me to stay and
Being asked to stay in a difficult situation
You don't give a fuck that I'm
Perceiving a lack of concern for personal struggles
Not surprised we never lasted
Reflecting on the inevitability of a failed relationship
You say you hate the way I'm acting but
Receiving criticism for behavior
I'm the one you fucking gaslit
Feeling emotionally manipulated by the partner
I'm not gonna move past it
Resisting the urge to move on from a painful experience
You can't love me with the baggage
Recognizing the challenge of being loved with emotional baggage
But you're the one who did the damage so
Attributing relationship damage to the partner
I don't need another conversation
Expressing a need to avoid further discussions
I just need new habits
Reiterating the desire for new habits as a solution
I just need new habits
Emphasizing the need for a change in lifestyle
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