Lyrics
Six drinks in I'm behind the wheel
Six drinks in, the speaker is intoxicated and driving.
I've got time to kill
The speaker has leisure time and is willing to spend it recklessly.
You've got secrets to spill
Someone has hidden truths to reveal.
I'm just getting tired of this fucking ordeal
The speaker is tired of a challenging situation.
Why do they stay? And what is for real?
Questioning why people stay and what is genuine in relationships.
Things haven't changed
No significant changes have occurred.
It's the same deal everyday
Everyday life remains monotonous.
Time's outpaced me
Time has moved faster than the speaker's personal growth.
I'm growing up with envy
Envious of the passage of time and personal development in others.
All my friends might hate me, or think I'm going crazy
Fear that friends may dislike the speaker or perceive them as crazy.
I guess that's the way it goes
Acceptance of life's uncertainties.
Won't you stop asking why I'm cynical
Request to stop questioning the speaker's cynicism.
It's criminal
The speaker finds their cynicism to be a serious matter.
How I'm always losing sleep
Expressing the toll of constant worry on the speaker's sleep.
I'm so desperately
A deep sense of need or urgency.
Always digging myself a new hole
Continuously creating problems or challenges for oneself.
I've grown so
Feeling emotionally distant or detached.
I'm so cold I know you can't stand it
Recognizing a cold, unapproachable demeanor.
How I fill my head with too much Xanax
Abusing Xanax to cope with emotional struggles.
Take off your clothes, like you did with your exes
Comparing current relationships to past ones.
It's getting old pretending it's permissive
Acknowledging the pretense of permissiveness in behavior.
And after all the time that's passed
Reflecting on the passage of time and its impact.
Got me feeling like the floor is made of glass
Feeling fragile and vulnerable.
And I really won't last
Doubtful about personal endurance.
As long as I am myself
Struggling with self-identity.
Things haven't changed
No significant changes have occurred.
It's the same deal everyday
Everyday life remains monotonous.
Time's outpaced me
Time has moved faster than the speaker's personal growth.
I'm growing up with envy
Envious of the passage of time and personal development in others.
All my friends might hate me, or think I'm going crazy
Fear that friends may dislike the speaker or perceive them as crazy.
I guess that's the way it goes
Acceptance of life's uncertainties.
Won't you stop asking why I'm cynical
Request to stop questioning the speaker's cynicism.
It's criminal
The speaker finds their cynicism to be a serious matter.
How I'm always losing sleep
Expressing the toll of constant worry on the speaker's sleep.
I'm so desperately
A deep sense of need or urgency.
Always digging myself a new hole
Continuously creating problems or challenges for oneself.
Won't you stop asking why I'm cynical
Request to stop questioning the speaker's cynicism.
It's criminal
The speaker finds their cynicism to be a serious matter.
How I'm always losing sleep
Expressing the toll of constant worry on the speaker's sleep.
I'm so desperately
A deep sense of need or urgency.
Always digging myself a new hole
Continuously creating problems or challenges for oneself.
I'm so cold I know you can't stand it
Recognizing a cold, unapproachable demeanor.
How I fill my head with too much Xanax
Abusing Xanax to cope with emotional struggles.
Take off your clothes, like you did with your exes
Comparing current relationships to past ones.
It's getting old pretending it's permissive
Acknowledging the pretense of permissiveness in behavior.
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