Lyrics
A million to one
A highly improbable situation (a million to one).
A father a son
Reference to the relationship between a father and son.
Waste of life
Loss of life or potential.
With all these years gone by
Reflecting on the passing of many years.
I still feel the same
Despite the time passed, emotional stasis remains.
I'm trying to change
Efforts to transform or evolve.
You left this like
The departure or abandonment feels stealthy, like a thief.
A thief in the night
Comparing the departure to a nighttime theft.
Run out of ways
Exhaustion of solutions and opportunities.
And changes to make this right
Running out of chances to rectify mistakes.
And I don't need the same
Desire for change or a different outcome.
And I don't blame you
Acknowledging that blame is not placed.
I don't really wanna change your mind
Respecting the autonomy of someone's perspective.
Cause it's all run out
Exhaustion of available options or opportunities.
The hardest way to start is over
Starting anew is challenging.
Medicate till I feel sober
Using substances to cope with emotions.
Life's like war within
Life is compared to an internal conflict or struggle.
The silent lies that pull me under
Lies that silently contribute to personal decline.
Tell myself I don't belong here
Feeling out of place or not fitting in.
Life's like war within
Life is likened to an ongoing internal battle.
The edge of the knife
Reference to a dangerous situation or decision.
The fear on the rise
Increasing fear or anxiety.
So many lost
Many individuals who are lost or gone.
What too many gave away
Things given away or sacrificed by too many.
It wasn't mine to take
Acknowledging the impropriety of taking something not rightfully theirs.
Somebody failed you
Recognition of someone else's failure in a situation.
Feel alive again
Experiencing vitality or rejuvenation.
Breathing out the sin
Releasing or purging wrongdoing or guilt.
Miles away they're calling out
Distant calls for connection or assistance.
And I'm alone again
Feeling isolated or abandoned once again.
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