Lyrics
I looked Zayden in his eyes and promised I won't tell him lies
Committing to honesty with Zayden, a person, in a promise.
Sometimes life just gone be hard but we gone laugh before we cry
Acknowledging life's challenges but emphasizing finding joy before sorrow.
We gone live before die run it up no running out
Expressing a determination to live fully and prosper before facing death.
Some n****s be really with you some just be there for the ride
Distinguishing between true friends and those merely along for the ride.
But they knowing what it is with me
Asserting that others understand and respect the speaker's situation.
N***a what be up with you
Questioning someone's well-being and state of mind.
You drowning in that misery
Observing someone drowning in their own misery.
I tried to come up with you
Attempting to uplift someone by joining them in their struggles.
I let the windows down and move around in this 392
Driving around in a 392, possibly a car, as a symbolic act of moving forward.
N***a you a clown move around I don't fuck with you
Rejecting negativity and disassociating from unworthy individuals.
They be sleeping on they dreams yea that why them n****s broke
Noting that some people fail because they underestimate their dreams.
Aye but I'm a keep on grinding until they calling me the goat
Determined to persist until achieving a status recognized as "the goat" (greatest of all time).
Know my n****s they behind me they just waiting on me to blow
Surrounded by supportive friends waiting for the speaker's success.
I fill this clip with red tips then I aim it at your throat
Using violent imagery to express a fierce determination to overcome obstacles.
Feel like I'm at the deep end or I'm just tweaking
Feeling overwhelmed or possibly under the influence.
Tired of going back and forth at war with my demons
Expressing a fatigue from internal struggles, possibly related to mental health.
Sometimes I want to cry I ain't gone lie but I ain't whipping
Admitting to moments of vulnerability but refusing to succumb to them.
Look me in my eyes you see I'm tired can't even pretend
Conveying exhaustion and a genuine weariness through eye contact.
Feel like I'm at the deep end or I'm just tweaking
Reiterating a sense of being overwhelmed or possibly emotionally unstable.
Tired of going back and forth at war with my demons
Continuing the theme of internal struggles and battling personal demons.
Sometimes I want to cry I ain't gone lie but I ain't whipping
Acknowledging a desire to cry but maintaining emotional resilience.
Look me in my eyes you see I'm tired can't even pretend
Expressing tiredness and an inability to fake well-being.
I'm at war with myself so I be feeling all alone
Declaring an internal conflict, feeling isolated and at odds with oneself.
So I write down all my pain and I put it in a song
Using songwriting as a therapeutic outlet for personal pain.
I been walking through the rain and with the rain come the storm
Navigating through life's difficulties, symbolized by walking through the rain.
But a n***a gone keep grinding got it tatted on my arm
Persisting through challenges with a commitment tattooed on the speaker's arm.
They say they rock with me
Expressing skepticism about others' loyalty, especially when money is involved.
But for that paper they will scissor me
Highlighting potential betrayal for financial gain.
Thinking to myself like what I could I should I would I be
Contemplating personal choices and their potential impact.
Aye be see I been a g yea them n****s can't fuck me
Acknowledging a genuine identity that cannot be compromised.
But shit ain't always pretty where they at when it was ugly
Reflecting on the absence of support during difficult times.
They say they want the real
Desiring authenticity from others, acknowledging its rarity.
But real is rare that shit be hard to find
Stating the difficulty in finding genuine people and relationships.
Drownin in this pain shit ain't the same I swear I lost my mind
Expressing the overwhelming nature of pain and a potential mental breakdown.
Grinding money on my mind I just spend my time grinding
Having money as a constant thought, investing time in grinding for success.
Money on my mind still I feel like I'm
Continuing the focus on financial pursuits despite internal struggles.
Feel like I'm at the deep end or I'm just tweaking
Reiterating feelings of being overwhelmed or possibly under the influence.
Tired of going back and forth at war with my demons
Continuing the theme of internal struggles and battling personal demons.
Sometimes I want to cry I ain't gone lie but I ain't whipping
Acknowledging a desire to cry but maintaining emotional resilience.
Look me in my eyes you see I'm tired can't even pretend
Expressing tiredness and an inability to fake well-being.
Feel like I'm at the deep end or I'm just tweaking
Reiterating a sense of being overwhelmed or possibly emotionally unstable.
Tired of going back and forth at war with my demons
Continuing the theme of internal struggles and battling personal demons.
Sometimes I want to cry I ain't gone lie but I ain't whipping
Acknowledging a desire to cry but maintaining emotional resilience.
Look me in my eyes you see I'm tired can't even pretend
Expressing tiredness and an inability to
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