Lyrics
Twelve ten zero two that's when all this started
Refers to a specific date and time when the speaker's troubles or challenges began.
Always did my dirt in silence ducking laws avoiding charges
The speaker used to commit wrongdoing quietly, avoiding legal consequences and evading the law.
Grew up with a dad I didn't know ain't like him made me heartless
The speaker grew up without a close relationship with their father, which contributed to them becoming emotionally detached or insensitive.
I'm the oldest out my siblings so I got to go the hardest
Being the oldest among their siblings, the speaker feels compelled to endure the most difficulties.
That's what I know ain't nobody else done told
The speaker's knowledge and understanding come from personal experiences rather than guidance from others.
Can't hang with them niggas no more cause they done took a different road
The speaker can't associate with their previous friends anymore due to diverging paths in life.
(BK4L) that's stamp fasho I'll rep that shit till I'll get old
The speaker pledges allegiance to a certain group or code (BK4L) and intends to remain loyal to it.
I'll lead the way for all my bros we trying to make our pockets swole
They aim to lead and pave the way for their friends to achieve financial success.
Don't ever go against the code
Emphasizes the importance of adhering to a certain moral code or set of rules.
I got played one good time thats why I'm scared to fold
A negative experience of betrayal has made the speaker cautious and afraid of vulnerability.
To tell the truth that's my motive to just fuck with all these hoes
The speaker's motive is to engage casually with multiple romantic partners.
They didn't fuck with me until I got this money and these clothes
Others only showed interest in the speaker after they acquired money and material possessions.
Popped out with dreads on and now they can't stop looking at my post
Upon changing their appearance, the speaker gained attention on social media.
There's some hoes I want to hit but I don't think they get the message
The speaker desires certain romantic encounters but doubts if the intended individuals understand their intentions.
Feel like thoughts are just like feelings you don't say them their neglected
Comparing thoughts to feelings, suggesting that unexpressed thoughts are often disregarded or ignored.
Day one
Indicates a starting point or the beginning of a sequence.
Day two
Continues the sequence, emphasizing progression through days.
Day three then four
Continuation of the timeline but possibly highlighting a cycle or repetitive pattern.
I been drowning in this liqour might as well pour up some more
The speaker has been consuming alcohol excessively, contemplating pouring more.
I'm ok but I don't feel strong
The speaker feels emotionally strained or burdened, despite outward appearances of being fine.
They say overtime it heals on
Implies that time may heal emotional wounds.
I don't think I'm gone be here long
The speaker doubts their longevity, suggesting a sense of mortality or a lack of future prospects.
I can't help that I just feel wrong
Expresses a persistent feeling of being incorrect or out of place.
It's like it's stupid doing the same thing and getting the same result
Reiterates the frustration of repeating the same actions and receiving the same outcomes.
I'm going through it insanity is my life right at this point
The speaker's life feels chaotic or nonsensical at this point, possibly due to ongoing difficulties.
When I dropped ruthless I had old heads saying they like this joint
Positive feedback from older individuals was received upon releasing the track "Ruthless."
Now days when I rap I don't even cap I do it to prove a point
The speaker raps truthfully now to prove a point, indicating a shift in their approach to music.
When you working and working you tend to get exhausted
Continuous hard work leads to exhaustion, as indicated by the speaker.
All of the friendships the hardships the loving I lost it
The speaker has experienced the loss of friendships, hardships, and love, contributing to their current emotional state.
I can not lose this is my only option
The speaker sees success as the only viable path forward and is determined not to fail.
Don't want to think about failure I just want to profit
Desire to focus on financial gain rather than the fear of failure.
I'm ok but I don't feel strong
Repeated line indicating the continuation of feeling emotionally strained despite outward appearance.
They say overtime it heals on
Reiteration of the belief that time may heal emotional wounds.
I don't think I'm gone be here long
Repeats the sense of mortality or lack of a long-term future.
I can't help that I just feel wrong
Reiterates the persistent feeling of being incorrect or out of place.
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