Lyrics
I drift off into the sunlight, aching for relief.
I move away from reality towards brightness, seeking relief.
I fall into the sheets but I cannot fall asleep.
I lie down, but sleep eludes me.
I drown out the silence, but I cannot find my home.
I try to block out the quiet, but I feel lost and cannot find my place of belonging.
I claw at the sky but the heavens cannot hear me scream alone.
I desperately reach for the sky, but even the heavens don't hear my solitary cries.
And it never fucking changes.
This frustrating cycle of experience remains unchanged.
You fade into me, a familiar face but unrecognized.
Your presence merges with mine, a face I should know but can't recognize.
You tear at the seams as the breath leaves my body.
You unravel the core of my being as life escapes me.
Dig it as far as it will go, for this is now my home.
Digging into the situation as deep as possible, accepting it as my new reality.
I’m lost again, with only one place left to go.
I find myself lost again, with only one direction to turn.
There’s no fucking hope.
A sense of despair prevails; there is no hope.
I call out for you.
I cry out for help from you.
Call out for you to fucking save me.
Pleading for your intervention to rescue me.
As it takes it’s final form, and chokes me in.
As the situation reaches its climax, it engulfs me entirely.
The fate of my hatred and everlasting pain takes control and does me in like a knife to the throat.
The force of my intense hatred and enduring pain takes over, defeating me like a knife to the throat.
Tearing at the seams.
Action of tearing at the seams continues.
Breathing into me.
Your influence breathes life into me.
You tear my existence at the motherfucking seams.
You dismantle my existence at its core.
Fade into me, a familiar face but unrecognized.
Your presence merges with mine, a face I should know but can't recognize (repeated).
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