I HATE YOU ALL
Embracing Despair: Ricky Jamaraz's Raw Reflections on Pain and Disconnection
Lyrics
I wish I was never born, I wish I never met you
I express a desire for non-existence and regret meeting someone.
I wish i never woke up again, and I wish that on you
I wish for eternal sleep and extend that wish to the person addressed.
Why does the world pick on me, why does God pick on me?
Feeling victimized by the world and questioning divine choices.
Why is everything changing, where's the consistency?
Expressing discomfort with the constant changes and a desire for stability.
I'm giving up, I hate you all
Declaring a sense of surrender and expressing hatred towards everyone.
cnd It's not a phase and it's all your fault
Asserting that this state is not temporary and blaming others for it.
Sun comes up on another day, time to waste my time away
Describing a new day but expressing a lack of motivation and purpose.
Don't look at me I got nothing to say
Rejecting communication with others due to a perceived lack of substance.
Watching myself go insane, you don't know the pain
Witnessing a descent into madness and emphasizing the unseen pain.
Everything is slipping away
Noting the loss of everything important.
It's not what you do, it's not what you say
Stating that actions and words are not the issue, but their impact matters.
It's not what you are, it's what you've done to me
Highlighting the consequences of the person's actions on the speaker.
I'm not what you want, I'm not what you need
Rejecting the idea of being what someone else desires or needs.
I'm not who you thought I was, let us proceed
Disassociating from perceived expectations and urging to move forward.
I'm giving up, I hate you all
Reiterating the decision to give up and expressing hatred toward everyone.
cnd it's not a phase and it's all your fault
Reaffirming the permanence of this emotional state and blaming others.
Sun comes up on another day, time to waste my time away
Describing a new day with a sense of wasting time.
Don't look at me I got nothing to say
Declining interaction due to a perceived lack of meaningful communication.
Watching myself go insane (Insane!)
Emphasizing a deteriorating mental state with a touch of insanity.
You don't know the pain (Don't know the pain!)
Reiterating the invisible pain that others are unaware of.
Everything is slipping away
Noting the ongoing loss of everything significant.
Sun comes up on another day, time to waste my time away
Repeating the cycle of days with a sense of aimlessness.
Don't look at me I've got nothing to say
Maintaining a lack of desire to communicate with others.
Watching myself go insane (Insane!)
Reaffirming a descent into madness and the accompanying pain.
You don't know the pain (Don't know the pain!)
Reiterating the unnoticed pain experienced by the speaker.
Everything is slipping away
Continuing to emphasize the ongoing loss of everything important.
I'm giving up, I hate you all
Affirming the decision to give up and expressing hatred towards everyone.
cnd it's not a phase and it's all your fault
Reasserting the enduring nature of the emotional state and blaming others.
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