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Worse days are coming
Anticipation of more challenging times ahead
I can see it in your stare
Observation of apprehension or concern in your gaze
We feel resentment start to settle
Sense of developing bitterness or hostility
Disintegrating a day at a time
Deterioration occurring gradually over days
Foundations crumble
Fundamental elements collapsing
Before my eyes
Witnessing the breakdown firsthand
I am a well for you to draw from
Being a source of support or resource for someone, exceeding one's capacity
Far past capacity
Overflowing or overwhelmed beyond limits
Under the surface
Internally deteriorating, decaying beneath the surface
I decay
Personal degradation or decline
Cracks in your frame precede a flood of regret
Indications of damage or weaknesses preceding strong feelings of remorse
Panic twists its shape beneath the surface
Anxiety taking form beneath the outward facade
Fear grows in inches
Fear growing gradually, slowly consuming
And shatters me into fragments of a whole
Feeling shattered into pieces that should not be allowed to develop
I can't allow to bloom
Refusing to let something negative flourish
Hands worn raw
Hands worn out due to holding onto hope for change
From holding onto hope that things could change
Intention to distance oneself for the well-being of another
I'll push you away for your own sake
Attempting to find peace amidst the chaos
And try to find peace in the wreckage
Lack of self-confidence or trust in one's own judgment
No trust left in myself
Belief that time will eventually heal emotional wounds
The sun will cauterize our wounds in time
Feeling broken into sharp and painful fragments while trying to hold them together
Parts of a whole have shattered into jagged and serrated shards
Awareness of enduring pain as attempts are made to maintain coherence
Cutting me open as i struggle to hold them together
Slow, deliberate pain caused by numerous emotional wounds
A thousand incisions will bleed me slow enough
Gradual bleeding out of emotional pain, allowing for prolonged suffering
For me to watch every passing moment of regret in my mind
Regret intensifying over time, leading to bitterness
Grow into months and years of bitterness
Despite the consequences, seeking peace by closing one's eyes
though it comes at a price
Realization that one's absence could bring about a better life for another
I'll find peace when i close my eyes
Hope that time will eventually heal emotional wounds
In knowing that without me
Sacrifice necessary for eventual healing or resolution
You will find a better life
Concluding that healing comes at a cost
The sun will cauterize our wounds in time
Reiteration of the belief that time will heal emotional wounds, despite the sacrifice
At the cost of sacrifice
Acknowledgment of the price required for healing and resolution
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