Deadhead
Lost in the Melancholy: Unraveling the Depths of 'Deadhead'
Lyrics
I'm a deadhead floating around recently and I don't know what to do
I feel aimless and directionless, unsure of what actions to take.
Bitter and bored, disillusioned and sore, woohoo
I am resentful, uninterested, disenchanted, and physically uncomfortable.
I'm haemorrhaging money and self esteem and my funs leaving me too
I am losing money, self-worth, and the enjoyment in my life.
Well on the trail setting me up to fail, woohoo
I am on a path that seems to lead to failure.
Do you ever get the feeling you're not supposed to feel?
Questioning whether there's a sense of detachment from emotions.
So leave me alone, I'm turning off my phone and I'm locking myself in
Desire for solitude, disconnecting from communication, and isolating oneself.
I know that I ain't any kind of saint but people still bring up old sins
Acknowledging personal flaws and mistakes from the past.
And should I be scared that I don't even care about all these things I've said?
Wondering if the lack of concern for one's actions is a cause for fear.
Or does it just show what I already know – that I'm just a fucking deadhead
Realization that one may be emotionally numb or apathetic.
Is everything so boring or is that just my state of mind?
Contemplating whether life is inherently dull or if it's a subjective perception.
Looking down on everything around, woohoo
Feeling superior or detached from the world.
Reality is a long drop down and the splashback is really gonna suck
Life's challenges are daunting, and the consequences will be unpleasant.
Wetting my mood and my attitude, woohoo
Negative experiences affecting mood and outlook.
Do you ever get the feeling you're not supposed to feel?
Reiteration of the sense of emotional detachment.
So leave me alone, I'm turning off my phone and I'm locking myself in
Reiterating the desire for isolation and self-imposed seclusion.
I know that I ain't any kind of saint but people still bring up old sins
Recognition of personal faults that others still bring up.
And should I be scared that I don't even care about all these things I've said?
Questioning the lack of concern for the consequences of one's actions.
Or does it just show what I already know – that I'm just a fucking deadhead
Acknowledging a self-awareness of being emotionally numb or apathetic.
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