Been Drinking
Intoxicating Reflections: Chill Parents' 'Been Drinking' Revelations
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Am I afloat or am i sinking?
Reflecting on feelings of uncertainty, questioning whether they're emotionally stable or sinking deeper.
Been so long since I've been dried
It's been a significant amount of time since they felt emotionally stable.
I know you know when i been drinking
Acknowledging that someone else is aware of their drinking habits.
Try as I try, I try to hide
Despite attempts, they try to conceal something but struggle to do so.
All the thoughts I've been thinking
They've been contemplating various thoughts.
Sip after sip they're slipping, slipping, slipping, slipping... am I out of my mind
Drinking alcohol progressively causes thoughts to slip away, questioning their sanity.
Thought I forgot you
Thinking they've forgotten about a particular person.
Didn't you try to
Suggesting the person being addressed attempted something.
Didn't you try to
Repeated suggestion that the person tried to do something.
Didn't you didn't you didn't you didn't you didn't you
Emphasizing the question about whether the person attempted something multiple times.
Watch the way you point that smile at me
Being aware of someone's flirtatious behavior and finding it difficult to leave.
And i can't turn around and walk away
Feeling unable to walk away from the situation despite noticing flirtation.
Every time is just the same
Describing a recurring pattern of experiences.
Starts with self-pity and it ends ashamed
Starting with self-pity and ending up feeling ashamed during these experiences.
Once again, I've been drinking and
Admitting to drinking again, hinting at the need for change.
Seems like it's far past time to change
Realizing that it's overdue to make changes in their behavior regarding drinking.
I can always point the blame
Capable of shifting blame onto others even if they can't recall names.
Even if I can never, never, never, never remember a name
Expressing the difficulty in remembering names despite finding ways to blame others.
Thought I forgot you
Reiterating the thought of forgetting someone.
Didn't you try to
Implying the person being addressed made an attempt.
Didn't you try to
Repeatedly suggesting that the person tried to do something.
Didn't you didn't you didn't you didn't you didn't you
Emphasizing the question about whether the person attempted something multiple times.
Watch the way you point that smile at me
Observing flirtatious behavior directed at them, finding it difficult to walk away.
And I can't turn around and walk away
Feeling unable to leave despite recognizing the flirtation.
Try as I try to hide
Despite efforts to conceal, there will be moments of wildness, particularly related to drinking.
It's gonna get wild every once in a while, child
Accepting occasional chaos but advising against looking frightened.
Try not lookin so terrified
Suggesting not to appear scared despite the unpredictability of situations.
Watch the way you point that smile at me
Reiterating the difficulty in walking away from flirtatious behavior.
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