Lyrics
Yeah, I thank y'all for being a little patient with me, you know what I'm saying, I've been
Expressing gratitude for the audience's patience during a challenging time.
Trying to get through all this bullshit, yeah, but I'd appreciate it if y'all shut the fuck
Frustration with difficulties and a request for others to let the artist handle their issues.
Up and just let me do me, yeah, told you I'm coming
Asserting the artist's intention to make a comeback.
Ayy, I know I been gone, please leave me alone, battling anxiety, my mind ain't feeling strong
Acknowledging a period of absence, attributing it to battling anxiety and mental weakness.
People always talking down, don't know what I been on, don't tell me that you love me if you won't love me
Addressing judgment from others and a plea for genuine love and support.
Till I'm gone, for real, until I'm gone, ayy, ayy, yeah, until I'm gone, don't tell me that you love me
Reiterating the desire for authentic love until the artist is no longer present.
If you won't love me till I'm gone, ayy, until I'm gone, until I'm gone, yeah, until I'm fucking dead
Emphasizing the need for genuine love until the artist's death.
And gone
Ending the previous statement.
Back again, yeah i'm back in this shit for the third time, living my life in the worst times
Returning to the music scene for the third time, acknowledging challenging life circumstances.
Wish I could figure my Earth time, tryna find ways to unwind, cause I give everybody all my time
Expressing a desire to understand one's existence and find ways to relax.
But myself, I've been feeling like I need help, I've been working my damn ass off, ain't thinking bout
Acknowledging neglecting personal well-being while working hard.
No shinin', I've been in the rough so long, tryna dig out like a diamond, and I better not hear no shit
Metaphorically comparing the artist's struggles to being in the rough like a diamond.
Cause I'm just ventin', I ain't whinin', and I'm gon' be me forever, I can stamp it and go sign it
Clarifying the expression of frustration as venting, not whining, and asserting individuality.
You don't know what I been through, don't tell me what I'm into, I lost my papa and it fucked me up
Revealing a personal loss (papa) impacting mental health and expressing emotional pain.
It's been killing my mental, they tell me look up to the heavens, I've been living so sinful
Highlighting a sense of guilt or sinfulness despite advice to look to the heavens.
And all y'all left me all alone, don't ask me why I'm so vengeful, I do so much for y'all, y'all don't do shit for me
Feeling abandoned by others, expressing resentment, and recounting unreciprocated efforts.
So I'm not tryna see no tears when I'm deceased, man, I'm so tired of this fake ass energy, but when I'm gone, I Promise you'll remember me
Tired of insincere energy, anticipating being remembered positively after death.
I know I been gone, so please leave me alone
Repeating acknowledgment of absence and the plea for solitude.
Battling anxiety, my mind ain't feeling strong, people always talking down, don't know what I been on
Reiterating the struggle with anxiety and the desire for genuine understanding.
Don't tell me that you love me if you won't love me till I'm gone, until I'm gone, until I'm gone
Insisting on authentic love, extending until the artist is no longer present.
Don't tell me that you love me if you won't love me till I'm gone, until I'm gone, until I'm fucking dead and gone
Repeating the plea for genuine love until the artist's death.
Until I'm gone, until I'm fucking dead and gone, until I'm gone, can you love me till I'm gone
Ending with a request for enduring love until the artist is no longer present.
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