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Old news, same face
Feels like encountering the same situation or person repeatedly.
Self hate, same boat, hm
Struggling with self-loathing in a similar circumstance.
New thoughts, ejected
New thoughts being rejected or pushed away.
New fears teaming up and coming at me
New fears are gathering and approaching.
Thats fine let em ride in the backseat
Accepting the fears, allowing them to exist without control.
No control, bad habits they know
Lack of control over harmful habits.
Think I'm lying, that it's all for show
Suspicions that others doubt the sincerity of one's struggles.
Really love when I can test my limits
Enjoying challenging one's own limits.
Surprise myself readjust I'm game I'm with it, I'm with it, ay, yea
Embracing the challenge, being ready for it.
Are you really back? Of course
Questioning the return of a previous issue or problem.
Thats what you said last time till
Expressing skepticism due to past disappointments.
Self doubt put you back in a hole put you back outta form gotta get it like, get it like
Self-doubt causing regression and difficulty in progress.
Give me your word irrelevant, just stick around for the benefits
Ignoring promises, seeking benefits without commitment.
Imma hash out problems lying on the bed now rapping to the mic till I pass out
Using music to cope and escape from problems until exhaustion.
Come on step up and claim defeat
Challenging someone or something to admit defeat.
Imma be dancing around the beat
Being free and spontaneous despite challenges.
Really wanna trace then catch a fee
Wanting compensation for tracing and catching wrongs.
That don't affect or bother me
Being unaffected by negativity.
I studied the lies your talking is turning my sedative mind
Recognizing deception in someone's words affecting calmness.
I know that I'm right little piece of advice
Confidence in being right, giving advice.
You're making the wrong turn twice
Noticing repeated mistakes made by someone.
Pointing a finger with nobody else in the ride
Blaming oneself without involving others.
Just you yourself and your pride
Realizing the struggle is internal, involving pride.
Tough love, hurts right
Experiencing pain from tough but necessary lessons.
I picture the past like
Reflecting on the past with a sense of nostalgia and longing.
A photo book wondering when Imma live in the moment, hold up
Desiring to live in the present, not dwell on the past.
Showing too many emotions now
Feeling overwhelmed by expressing too many emotions.
Woah that I don't know how to cope with now
Struggling to cope with overwhelming emotions.
Recenter, I gotta refocus now
Attempting to refocus and regain balance.
Woah happens too often now
Feeling the recurrence of overwhelming situations.
I've been digging in the dark part of my mind just to be able to write this
Exploring one's dark thoughts to fuel creativity.
But I guess its better than just locking, turning away
Choosing expression over avoidance.
Tossing the keys, neglecting the pain
Rejecting dealing with pain by ignoring it.
To be honest though it all feels the same
Feeling indifferent despite varied experiences.
Too quick with it
Quick to react or respond.
Coming up man I'd kill for this
Desiring success and willing to strive for it.
Flow shape shifts
Adapting one's style to various situations.
Too much going on it doesn't make sense
Experiencing confusion due to a chaotic situation.
Then I get overwhelmed and I don't know where to begin
Feeling overwhelmed and unsure where to start.
So I dig a little bit deeper, try to get a better reading
Seeking deeper understanding to handle situations better.
Try to stand tall but I fall victim
Trying to stand tall despite repeatedly falling victim.
Like I know that I know that I got
Awareness of having control but not utilizing it fully.
Both of my hands on the wheel but I'm not
Having control but not exercising it.
Fully in charge or the one steering it's clear and I'm fully aware
Recognizing lack of control over the situation.
Lately the music been speaking to me this is more than a dream
Music being more than a mere dream, connecting deeply.
Only believe when you see it
Emphasizing the need to witness something to believe in it.
I guess I'm just fighting my own inner demons
Fighting against personal struggles and inner conflicts.
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