Lyrics
Yeah, yeah boy, it's been (Hard to admit)
Expressing difficulty in admitting something
Yeah, yeah, uh
Reiteration of acknowledgment or agreement
Boy, it's been hard to admit it
Acknowledging the difficulty of admitting a truth
I left my soul in my writtens
Indicating that the essence of oneself is in written words
So now my body be tripping
Experiencing physical and emotional challenges
I pray the future bright
Expressing hope for a positive future
Although it probably isn't
Recognizing the uncertainty of the future
This a gift and a curse
Reflecting on the dual nature of a situation
You seen the lit and the worst of me
Acknowledging both positive and negative aspects of oneself
Niggas spit on the curb
Describing a challenging environment or past experiences
I've been a loner since nursery
Indicating a sense of isolation from an early age
Couldn't hiccup a word
Expressing difficulty in communication
I've had some talks with myself
Engaging in self-reflection and self-counsel
I need to pick up my worth
Recognizing the need to value oneself more
I guess y'all listen and have
Noting the emotional impact of the audience's reception
Fun, when I listen, it hurt
Describing the emotional pain associated with listening to one's own work
We all stars in the sky
Highlighting a sense of unity despite individual differences
Despite who glistening first
Emphasizing shared humanity and experiences
Y'all always hitting my cell
Referencing communication interruptions for personal time
I need a minute to work
Expressing the need for time to focus on personal endeavors
All my lyrics in hell
Suggesting the depth and intensity of the lyrical content
Before it end in the dirt
Highlighting the potential finality of artistic expression
I'm in school for 9 hours
Describing a long period of formal education
Just pretending to learn
Expressing a sense of disconnection from the educational process
I put my head in that furnace
Metaphorically engaging with the challenges of medication
When that medicine burning
Describing a commitment to facing personal struggles
We spend the bread on some food
Spending money on basic necessities
I can't remember the earnings
Forgetting the exact financial details
Fuck it, I'll earn it again, trust me
Expressing determination to regain lost success
I'll earn it again
Reassuring oneself of future success through hard work
As long as I murder that paper and
Highlighting the importance of creative expression
Get that verse through the pen
Emphasizing the power of written words in conveying emotions
Couple niggas shitted on me
Recalling past betrayals or negative experiences
I ain't heard of 'em since
Indicating a lack of awareness or concern for those who criticized
I know they watching me, nigga
Awareness of being observed by others
That's why I smirk when I win
Expressing satisfaction in personal achievements
These ain't tears in my eyes
Denying the presence of tears, suggesting emotional resilience
Just this dirt in the wind
Explaining the cause of apparent emotional distress
Just this dirt in the wind
Reiteration of the earlier sentiment about external influences
Uh, yeah, uh, dirt, ay, ay, ay dirt
Additional emphasis on the impact of external factors
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