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Images still in my head of you dead
Disturbing memories persist in my mind of your death
I wish I could take them away instead
I desire to erase these memories instead
I sit in my room alone and cry over my loss
Alone in my room, I weep over the pain of losing you
Will anything ever be the same?
Will life ever return to its previous state?
I wish I could imagine you happy
I hope I could picture you experiencing happiness
A life of ecstasy that would be good enough to stop the pain that lingers
Imagining a blissful life that could alleviate the lingering pain
In my heart I know I would be content
In my heart, I believe I would find contentment
It's your forced life, doesn't it feel the same to you?
Questioning the similarity of your existence due to external influences
I sit and wonder
Contemplating the uncertainties surrounding your situation
While you ponder of pathetic items that bring you happiness
Reflecting on your contemplation of trivial items that bring you joy
Those things that put a smile to your face
Those sources of joy for you cause deep pain for me
Are the things that kill me inside
The things that bring you happiness are internally destructive for me
I know deep down you have a good heart
I acknowledge the goodness within you, hidden beneath the surface
But why am I never included in all of this?
Questioning why I am excluded from your positive experiences
I take you in, rise you up, yet my soul stays untouched?
Despite lifting you up, my soul remains unaffected and untouched
Nothing ever changes in your mind
Observing a lack of change in your mindset
Nothing ever changes
Emphasizing the stagnation and lack of evolution in your thoughts
Stick your hate to me
Directing negativity towards me; I seek liberation
I'll find a way to break free
Determined to find a way to break free from the imposed negativity
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