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The venom inside.
The internal poison or negativity within.
Turned me into the enemy
Transformed me into someone seen as an adversary.
Turned into what I hate
Changed into the very thing I despise or dislike.
My apathy got the best of me
My lack of interest or concern overcame me.
Blood boiled and lost my way
Emotions intensified, and I lost my sense of direction or purpose.
I never thought I'd be the one to blame
Didn't expect to be responsible; now dealing with ongoing guilt.
Have to live with constant shame
Living with continuous regret for my actions.
Everything that I put inside
Regretting everything I internalized or accepted.
Just to feel numb
Consumed substances just to numb myself emotionally.
I tried to escape
Attempted to break free from the negativity.
Push it away
Tried to distance myself from the internal poison.
Tried to hide
Struggled to keep the negativity hidden.
The venom inside
The internal poison that I'm trying to conceal.
This was nothing but moral abuse
Experienced only psychological harm or mistreatment.
Guess I just needed something new
Needed a change, sought something different.
What could I gain from solitude?
Questioning the benefits of being alone.
Or acting like a fool?
Wondering if acting foolishly has any advantages.
I tried to escape
Struggling to break free from negativity.
Push it away
Attempting to distance myself from internal poison.
Tried to hide
Striving to keep the negativity hidden.
The venom inside
The internal poison that I'm trying to conceal.
I tried to escape
Struggling to break free from negativity.
Push it away
Attempting to distance myself from internal poison.
Tried to hide
Striving to keep the negativity hidden.
The venom inside
The internal poison that I'm trying to conceal.
Disconnected, Apathetic
Feeling detached and indifferent.
It's so pathetic to be this frantic
Expressing disdain for being in such a desperate state.
I needed help! I needed help!
Admitting the need for assistance in a frantic situation.
Like methadone for an addict
Comparing the need for help to a substance for an addict.
I tried to escape
Struggling to break free from negativity.
Push it away
Attempting to distance myself from internal poison.
Tried to hide
Striving to keep the negativity hidden.
The venom inside
The internal poison that I'm trying to conceal.
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