Til I'm Gone
Emotional Journey: Love, Pain, and Liberation
Lyrics
I may hate you tonight
I may harbor negative feelings towards you this evening.
But just wait til I'm gone
Wait until I am no longer present; my perspective may change.
I may hate you tonight but just wait til I'm drunk
Despite current negative emotions, wait until I become intoxicated.
I may hate you tonight
Reiteration of the possibility of negative feelings tonight.
Well I'm out here again
Expressing a recurring situation of being outside again.
I can't seem to stay away
Struggling to resist returning; a pattern of behavior.
I may love myself tonight
Tonight, there is a chance I might appreciate myself.
But tomorrow I'll be in pain
Anticipating emotional pain tomorrow despite the self-love tonight.
But nothin seems to compare to the feeling i get when
Highlighting a unique feeling experienced when socializing with intoxicated friends.
I'm all out with my drunks friends
The joy and camaraderie found in the company of drunk friends.
I may hate you tonight
Reiteration of the possibility of harboring negative feelings tonight.
But just wait til i'm gone
Encouraging patience until the speaker is no longer present.
I may hate you tonight, but just wait til i'm stoned
Despite current negative emotions, wait until I am under the influence of substances.
Well you've put me through hell
Both parties have caused each other pain in the past.
And i know I've done the same
Acknowledging mutual wrongdoing, indicating a stagnant situation.
It's seem things ain't ever gonna change
Expressing a pessimistic view that things may never change.
I know i've had my doubts
Admitting past uncertainties and doubts.
And i know i've messed around
Confessing to previous unfaithfulness or mistakes.
But i can't seem to give you a call
Struggling to reach out or communicate despite the internal conflict.
I may hate you tonight
Reiteration of the possibility of harboring negative feelings tonight.
But just wait til i'm gone
Encouraging patience until the speaker is no longer present.
I may hate you tonight, but just wait til i'm stoned
Despite current negative emotions, wait until I am under the influence of substances.
I saw your name on my phone
Encountering the other person's name while in a challenging or rebellious situation.
When i was hanging with devil
Recalling a moment of being with a rebellious or challenging figure.
Acting just like a rebel i think i stole his throne
Feeling empowered or rebellious, possibly taking control of a situation.
Well im six drinks in and just when i begin
Being inebriated and considering moving on from the current emotional state.
To think i'm ready to move on
Feeling ready to let go and progress emotionally.
I may hate you tonight
Reiteration of the possibility of harboring negative feelings tonight.
But just wait til I'm gone
Encouraging patience until the speaker is no longer present.
I may hate you tonight
Reiteration of the possibility of harboring negative feelings tonight.
But just wait til im drunk
Despite current negative emotions, wait until I am intoxicated.
I may hate you tonight
Despite current negative emotions, wait until I am no longer present.
But just wait til im gone
Despite current negative emotions, wait until I am under the influence of substances.
You may hate me tonight but just wait til I'm stoned
The other person may harbor negative feelings tonight, but wait until they are under the influence of substances.
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