Elixir

Elixir of Heartbreak: A Spiraling Tale of Love and Liquor
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Lyrics

Pedal to the metal, lane to lane

The speaker is driving fast, switching lanes.

Don’t really know where i’m 'bout to go

Feeling uncertain about their destination or future.

Phone ringing I can’t see the name

Receiving a call from an unknown caller.

Probably finna say that I changed though

Anticipating that the caller might accuse them of changing.

Shorty tripping gotta let her go

Considering ending a relationship with someone.

Or should I keep her cause i’m too alone

Debating whether to keep the person around due to loneliness.

Wrote a letter to my sober self

Writing a letter to their sober self, possibly before getting intoxicated.

Hope you get it 'fore the night gone

Hoping the sober self reads the letter before the night ends.

I got no time for emotions

Not willing to invest time in emotional matters.

Acting like I never cared

Acting indifferent despite caring in reality.

I’d be damned if another shorty ever think she can get in my head

Refusing to let anyone manipulate or affect their emotions.

The liquor be the new elixir

Alcohol has become a substitute for their emotional well-being.

I was sitting sipping on a bit of gin

Drinking gin and reminiscing about someone.

Reminiscing thinking 'bout you again

Thinking about the person they miss.

I never thought that you would do me like this

Feeling betrayed by the person they never expected betrayal from.

Never, never, never, never

Emphasizing disbelief or denial about the betrayal.

Picked up the phone and I called you last night

Attempting to call the person recently.

All I got was the dial tone

Receiving no response, feeling disconnected.

I suck at communicating and showing emotion

Struggling to express emotions and communicate effectively.

Our love is a milestone

Considering their relationship as a significant achievement.

Our love is intoxicated

Describing their love as overwhelming or consuming.

I know that you hate it

Aware that the person dislikes their dependence on alcohol.

I see that your smiles gone

Noticing the absence of happiness in the person.

Couple months until your miles gone

Realizing the impending departure of the person in a few months.

Stuck here just to fight lone, look

Feeling stuck and alone in dealing with the relationship issues.

Break up, make up

Describing the cycle of breaking up and making up.

It’s all a cycle like michael, i’m clutch in the fourth

Comparing the cycle to Michael Jordan's clutch performance in basketball.

Don’t wait up, stay up

Advising someone not to wait for them, as they're preoccupied.

Thinking 'bout things that gon’ stress me

Contemplating issues that cause stress.

I’m building up borders, i’m spilling emotions, I’m drowning my sorrows

Building emotional barriers, drowning sorrows in alcohol.

Too much of this potion, I won’t see tomorrow

Concerned about consuming too much alcohol, risking their future.

Been hoping that one day you let me just see you again

Hoping for a chance to meet the person again someday.

'Til then, i’m on my own

Currently facing their struggles alone until they meet the person.

Told me i’m cold but that’s how it go

Being perceived as emotionally distant, as it's necessary for self-preservation.

What do you want, don’t want you to go

Conflicted about the desire for the person to stay or leave.

Stay to the morning, I want you alone

Wishing for the person's company until morning, conflicting with solitude and alcohol.

Fuck it it’s me and this bottle alone

Choosing alcohol as their companion instead of the person.

One bottle

Counting the bottles consumed, implying intoxication.

Two bottle, hollow

Noting emptiness inside despite consuming alcohol.

Three bottle

Continuing to consume more alcohol recklessly.

Four bottle, full throttle

Reaching a state of complete intoxication.

Grim calling

Sensing a foreboding or an impending negative event.

I’m falling, sorrow

Feeling deeply immersed in sadness.

Can’t take it

Expressing an inability to endure the pain.

Won’t make it to tomorrow

Believing they won't survive until the next day due to despair.

One bottle

Reiterating the consumption of alcohol, indicating dependence.

Two bottle, hollow

Emphasizing the emptiness felt despite alcohol consumption.

Three bottle

Continuing the pattern of consuming more alcohol.

Four bottle, full throttle

Escalating to a state of complete intoxication.

Grim calling

Sensing a foreboding or an impending negative event.

I’m falling, sorrow

Feeling deeply immersed in sorrow and despair.

Can’t take it

Expressing an inability to endure the pain any longer.

Won’t make it to tomorrow

Believing they won't survive until the next day due to despair.

The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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