Bad Habit
Breaking Free from Toxic Love
Lyrics
I'm about to lose my mind
I'm feeling extremely distressed and overwhelmed.
I swear it's like you wanna fight
It seems like you are looking for arguments or conflicts.
You don't even try to hide your shit from me no more
You no longer make an effort to conceal your dishonest actions from me.
Why them hoes keep callin' your phone
Other women keep calling your phone, and I want to know why.
Can't pretend like I don't know
I cannot ignore or pretend to be unaware of what's happening.
If you wanna go then go
If you want to end our relationship, feel free to do so.
Like oh
Expressing frustration or resignation, saying "oh."
Why does it feel that I wasted my best years on you
I feel like I wasted the best years of my life on you.
On you
Emphasizing that this feeling is directed at you.
Oh
Expressing disappointment or realization, saying "oh."
Faded so I can forget the shit you put me through
I turned to substances (like alcohol) to forget the pain you caused.
Can't get over you
I can't move on from the emotional impact you had on me.
You're just a bad habit
You have become a negative and harmful routine in my life.
A bad habit
Reiterating that you are a destructive pattern in my life.
Keepin' me distracted I can never quit
Your presence keeps me occupied, and I find it hard to quit you.
Is the lovin' even there
Questioning if the love in our relationship still exists.
Like the day that we first met
Comparing the current state of love to the day we first met.
You're just a bad habit
Emphasizing that you are a destructive routine in my life.
A bad habit
Reiterating that you are a negative and harmful pattern.
You got me so twisted
You have confused and distorted my feelings.
If you think that I would miss this
If you think I'll miss the conflict and arguments, you are mistaken.
Fussin' and fightin' like you made it your mission
Describing a relationship filled with arguments as if it's your purpose.
Oh this ain't workin'
Recognizing that the relationship is not working.
I don't deserve this
Feeling undeserving of the negative experiences in the relationship.
Go 'head and leave 'cause
Encouraging the other person to leave because of the emotional toll.
You make me feel like
Your actions make me feel a certain way.
Oh
Expressing frustration or resignation, saying "oh."
Why does it feel that I wasted my best years on you
Similar to line 8, expressing regret for investing time in the relationship.
On you
Reiterating the feeling of wasting precious time on the relationship.
Oh
Expressing disappointment or realization, saying "oh."
Faded so I can forget the shit you put me through
Reiterating the use of substances to cope with the pain caused by the other person.
Can't get over you
Still struggling to move on from the emotional impact of the relationship.
You're just a bad habit
Emphasizing that the other person is a harmful routine.
A bad habit
Reiterating that the other person is a negative and destructive pattern.
Keepin' me distracted I can never quit
Your presence keeps me occupied, and I find it hard to quit you.
Is the lovin' even there
Questioning if the love in our relationship still exists.
Like the day that we first met
Comparing the current state of love to the day we first met.
You're just a bad habit
Emphasizing that you are a destructive routine in my life.
A bad habit
Reiterating that you are a negative and harmful pattern.
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