Lyrics
This girl got me lovesick, from the times we had
This girl has left a deep emotional impact on the speaker, causing lovesickness.
Trying to recover but for now I'm just sad
The speaker is struggling to overcome the emotional aftermath and is currently in a state of sadness.
This some dumb shit, but still I'm glad
Despite the situation being perceived as foolish, the speaker finds some solace in it.
I'm not with someone who's gonna treat me bad
The speaker is relieved not to be in a relationship with someone who mistreats them.
Make a buck quick, then I move my cash
Earning money quickly and managing finances efficiently is a priority for the speaker.
I can't move on if I'm not that fast
The speaker feels unable to move on if they don't act swiftly.
Man fuck this, I don't wanna brag
Expressing frustration, the speaker doesn't want to boast but claims to have been the best thing in the other person's life.
But I was the best thing that you ever had
The speaker is upset about being ignored or left on "read."
Just leave me on read yeah I get that
The speaker decides to move on from casual conversation.
So I move on from the chit chat
Despite moving on, the person does not return, leaving the speaker disappointed.
But that wasn't enough for you to get back
Expressions of frustration and unwillingness to be friends after the emotional impact.
Wanna be friends nah fuck you get back
The speaker feels heartbroken and describes the process of healing.
Just took my heart and you steal it
The speaker is now trying to hide their true emotions after the heartbreak.
Ripped up to shreds and now I'm healing
Despite the hurt, the speaker is catching feelings, comparing it to catching the flu.
Hiding myself I gotta start concealing
The speaker acknowledges the repetitive nature of being hurt by a similar type of person.
How I truly feel, the that way I'm feeling
The speaker asserts that the person will never be trusted again.
I can never trust a girl like you
Despite being aware of the emotional consequences, the speaker continues to catch feelings.
Even though I catch feelings like I catch the flu
The speaker reflects on the familiarity of being hurt by the same person.
And this feeling of you hurting me it ain't even new
Expressing that the person was never good for the speaker, implying they were always second best.
And just know the best you'll ever be is number two
Regretting the time spent writing songs about the person.
Writing songs about you was a waste of my time
The speaker feels alive and liberated after ending the relationship.
And without you now I can feel alive
The speaker contemplates writing about both positive and negative aspects but decides against it due to the distance from the past.
I could write about the happy things or all the lies
The speaker embraces a more confident and assertive lifestyle, acknowledging the toxic aspects of the past.
But it's so far gone I don't wanna try
Despite the attempt to move forward, the speaker acknowledges struggles in overcoming past emotions.
Now I'm toxic, on my boss shit
The speaker describes a transformation into a more assertive and self-focused mindset.
You mad cause I'm moved on from the soft shit
The speaker is now more resilient and unbothered by softer emotions.
Got me overthinking neurotic
Expressing a heightened state of overthinking and struggles to break free from past patterns.
Tryna reprogram but I'm not robotic
The speaker recognizes the need for self-reprogramming but finds it challenging.
Stole from me, you treated me like dirt
Feeling betrayed and mistreated by the person, acknowledging a descent from happiness to hardship.
We went from heaven to hell and you put me through the worst
Reflecting on the negative impact the person had on the speaker.
Had me trapped inside a trance when you made your hair twirl
Describing a captivating moment with the person, now seen as a trance-like illusion.
Learned my lesson now I'm chasing women not girls
The speaker has learned from the past and now seeks more mature relationships.
High, all the time, to keep you off my mind
Using substances to cope with thoughts of the person and to avoid dwelling on the past.
This girl got me lovesick, from the times we had
Reiterating the impact of lovesickness from past experiences with the person.
Trying to recover but for now I'm just sad
Continued struggle to recover from the emotional aftermath.
This some dumb shit, but still I'm glad
Acknowledging the complexity of the situation but finding some positivity in it.
I'm not with someone who's gonna treat me bad
Reaffirmation of being better off without someone who would mistreat the speaker.
Make a buck quick, then I move my cash
Emphasizing the importance of quick financial gains for personal independence.
I can't move on if I'm not that fast
Linking the ability to move on with the speed of financial success.
Man fuck this, I don't wanna brag
Expressing frustration and disinterest in boasting about past achievements.
But I was the best thing that you ever had
Asserting that the speaker was the best thing the person ever had, perhaps with
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