I Ain't Trippin'
Navigating Emotional Turmoil: 'I Ain't Trippin'' by Matty Wavez
Lyrics
(Verse 1)
Toxic. The only way I could think to characterize this.
Toxic. The only way I could think to characterize this.
You project and deflect and you minimize shit.
You project and deflect and you minimize shit.
Questioning why the person disrupted their life.
Why’d you have to come and mess up all of my shit?
Reflecting on being fine alone until the person appeared.
I was good on my solo until you popped up.
Feeling emotionally damaged by the encounter.
Now my heart barely beating from being chopped up.
Continuing to suffer emotionally.
Im still bleeding the pieces are being mopped up.
Dealing with emotional aftermath and trying to heal.
Barely breathing, I need her, please call a doctor.
Desperation for help or resolution.
(Verse 2)
Continuing reflection on the person's behavior.
Damn, who hurt you though?
Questioning the origins of the person's hurtful behavior.
Or you just always sort of been this kind of person yo?
Wondering if this behavior is inherent to the person.
Grab your keys grab your things get your purse and go.
Urging the person to leave and avoid further issues.
If we continue down this path it’s gon get personal.
Warning of personal consequences if things persist.
It was someone from your past who caused your hurt I know.
Belief that the person's past trauma affects their actions.
But you held onto those bags and now I’m hurt too so...
Feeling hurt by carrying the person's emotional baggage.
So I gotta do what’s right for me, and clearly you ain’t, so I’m the one fighting for me. (Damn)
Choosing self-preservation over the relationship.
Im really not the bad guy, Im the sad guy.
Clarifying being hurt rather than intentionally causing harm.
And when I’m with you, I can’t be the glad guy.
Inability to be happy while with the person.
And you be doing shit to turn me to the mad guy.
Being pushed to anger by the person's actions.
And now I’m, gave it everything that I had guy.
Feeling drained after giving everything.
I’m not mad, but we mad tried. (Like)
Acceptance despite efforts made in the relationship.
Seriously, I gave this mad time.
Expressing the considerable time and effort invested.
Now I’m looking at my wrist, like look at that guy.
Realization that it's time to move on.
It’s time to dip and never ever look back time.
Decision to leave and not look back.
(Verse 3)
Expressing lack of worry despite missing the person.
I ain't trippin', I'm missing you sometimes, but, that's gon' pass in time, out of sight and out of mind yeah. ( x2)
Believing that time will heal and erase the memories.
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