Dust and Dirt

I acknowledge that I don't possess the strength perceived by others.

In the face of weakness, I tend to escape or avoid confronting it.

My fears and insecurities persistently trouble me.

These fears and insecurities continue to haunt and torment me.

The issues I face are not only haunting but also mocking me.

These challenges are conveying a message that I can't undergo positive transformation.

I am being told that I am incapable of changing for the better.

I am aware that the creator of my heart is orchestrating things for my benefit.

Despite knowing that, I question why I am experiencing this emotional pain.

My shame is a constant companion, affecting how I live.

Even though I am saved by God's grace, shame continues to reside within me.

Being adopted into His family, I struggle with understanding my own value.

I question my worth, seeing myself as insignificant, akin to dust and dirt.

I hide my emotional wounds and vulnerabilities from others.

Despite my efforts to rise, I frequently find myself falling back down.

All the sorrows I've experienced invade my soul, making me feel isolated.

This pain declares that I am alone, and this state is my home.

Feelings of isolation persist, making it difficult to break free.

The creator of my heart is actively working for my well-being.

Yet, I question the reason for the ongoing pain and shame I experience.

Even though I'm saved by grace, my perception of worth remains low.

I struggle to see myself as anything more than dust and dirt.

The concept of being insignificant, like dust and dirt, is emphasized.

Despite knowing the solutions, I find myself grappling with these challenges.

Even with the opportunity for freedom, there's a comfort in remaining confined.

The awareness of God's plan for my good contrasts with my internal struggles.

I question why the feeling of safety exists within the confines of my struggles.

Despite the knowledge of positive change, the familiarity of pain feels secure.

The internal conflict persists despite the divine orchestration of my life.

Questions about worth and value continue to overshadow the truth.

The recurring theme of feeling insignificant, like dust and dirt, lingers.

The speaker acknowledges understanding the answers to their struggles.

Despite this understanding, they continue to grapple with ongoing challenges.

An opportunity for freedom exists, symbolized by an open prison door.

Paradoxically, the speaker finds comfort in remaining within their struggles.

The assurance of God working for good contrasts with the struggle to break free.

The pain and shame persist despite the acknowledgment of divine adoption.

The internal conflict raises questions about the purpose of ongoing pain.

Even with the grace of salvation, shame continues to reside within.

The adoption in God's name contrasts with the struggle to recognize personal worth.

Despite divine adoption, the speaker grapples with a distorted self-perception.

The recurring question of personal worth and value persists.

The speaker's self-perception is marked by feeling like nothing more than dust