Disappear
Yearning for Solitude: Christina Li's Poignant Journey in 'Disappear'
Lyrics
I think I'm drowning but I don't know where the air is
I feel overwhelmed, unsure of my surroundings, and unable to find the right path.
Or which direction to go
I don't know where to go or what direction to take in my current situation.
And this pain in my chest
I'm experiencing pain in my chest, possibly symbolic of emotional distress.
It's still there,
The pain in my chest persists, indicating an enduring emotional struggle.
It won't let me rest.
The persistent pain prevents me from finding peace or relaxation.
Please get me out of here
I plead for someone to help me escape from my current situation.
So I can disappear.
I desire to disappear, possibly seeking an escape from my current life.
From the life I'm leading,
I believe my current life is no longer necessary or relevant.
I don't think they'll be needing me anymore.
I sense that I won't be missed or needed anymore in my current existence.
I'm running faster but I don't know If it's to something,
I'm moving quickly, but I'm uncertain if it's towards something meaningful.
From the ghost of old
I want to escape from the past, represented by the ghost of old memories.
And this pain in my chest,
The pain in my chest persists, emphasizing the lasting impact of emotional burdens.
It's still there
The enduring pain continues to disrupt my peace and well-being.
It'll never let me rest.
The pain will not allow me to find rest or solace.
Please let me rest.
I desperately seek rest and relief from my struggles.
Please get me out of here
I implore someone to rescue me and provide an opportunity to disappear.
So I can disappear.
I want to escape from the current life I'm leading, suggesting dissatisfaction.
From the life I'm leading,
I believe I won't be essential or needed in my current circumstances.
I don't think they'll be needing me anymore.
So I'm going now
I am deciding to leave and head towards a new place or state of being.
To a home,
I'm seeking a home that will consistently welcome me, regardless of what others know about me.
That will keep greeting me
The chosen home is depicted as a supportive and accepting place.
No matter what they know.
No matter what others know about me, the new home will always welcome me.
And so I'm going now
To a home,
-That will keep greeting me
-No matter what they know,
-And so I'm gone.
I've left my previous life, suggesting a complete departure or transformation.
Don't care if they're waiting,
I'm indifferent to whether others are waiting for me; I'm content drifting away.
I'm happy drifting away.
I'm happy to detach from others, implying a sense of liberation.
Don't care if they're crying,
Others may be crying, but I'm unbothered, as the water (symbolic of change) is like air to me.
This water's just like air.
My detachment is comparable to breathing in the water, indicating a new, unconstrained state.
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