Revelations
Navigating the Abyss of Self: Revelations by Christopher Hurst
Lyrics
As time passes, shit changes
Reflecting on the inevitability of change over time.
I look at myself like a stranger
Feeling disconnected from oneself, like a stranger.
I second guess it, not knowing what to think
Experiencing uncertainty and confusion, leading to self-doubt.
Losing my focus and the ship starts to sink
Losing concentration and facing challenges that threaten stability.
So I get to it, I do it my own way
Taking independent action in one's own unique way.
Get after it, regardless of if I'm ok
Persisting despite personal struggles or emotional state.
Because I'm going through hell
Going through a difficult period or challenging circumstances.
My mind feels like I'm stuck in a prison cell
Feeling mentally confined, trapped in negative thoughts.
It's the thoughts that I keep to myself
Keeping certain thoughts private and internalizing emotions.
Feeling lost, but I'm the only one left
Sensing isolation and loneliness in personal struggles.
I don't mean to trouble anyone
Expressing a desire not to burden others with personal issues.
So I tackle it one by one
Taking on challenges one step at a time to overcome difficulties.
I'm crazy just like a lunatic
Acknowledging a sense of mental instability or unpredictability.
These thoughts that I need to politic
Recognizing the need to navigate complex thoughts strategically.
Some thoughts on some stupid shit
Contemplating on trivial or inconsequential thoughts.
But it's myself, the one I got a problem with
Identifying oneself as the primary source of internal conflicts.
Took time to sit back and think
Taking time for introspection and contemplation.
The day to day had me close to the brink
Experiencing the challenges of daily life pushing one to the edge.
Depressive thoughts and anxiety
Struggling with depressive thoughts and anxious feelings.
Like damn, why'd you have to lie to me
Questioning and feeling betrayed by someone close.
Questions I ask myself, what am I doing right
Reflecting on personal actions and questioning their correctness.
I wake up, the day is another fight
Every day is a battle, facing challenges as they come.
It's my mind, trapped in many places
Feeling mentally trapped in various conflicting thoughts.
I trip and fall like I forgot to tie the laces
Experiencing setbacks or failures, symbolized by tripping.
My own enemy, I need to own that
Acknowledging oneself as a significant obstacle.
Lost and I don't know how to act
Feeling lost and unsure of how to behave or respond.
Finding a way to introduce me
Seeking a way to present oneself to others.
Forgetting all the people who used me
Putting aside those who took advantage or manipulated.
Too many options get in the way of progress
Feeling overwhelmed by too many choices hindering progress.
My thoughts, I step back and process
Reflecting on thoughts, taking a step back to process them.
Learning lessons as I go
Learning and growing from life experiences.
I grow from the shit I did not know
Overcoming challenges and gaining wisdom from unknown experiences.
So that's each day better
Striving for improvement each day.
Writing this song like a letter
Expressing personal growth and self-reflection through songwriting.
So the future me can look back
Creating a record of personal growth for future reflection.
And say you're damn right I did that
Acknowledging and celebrating personal achievements.
Took time to sit back and think
Repeating the theme of taking time to reflect on life's challenges.
The day to day had me close to the brink
Reiterating the impact of daily struggles on mental well-being.
Depressive thoughts and anxiety
Revisiting the theme of battling depressive thoughts and anxiety.
Like damn, why'd you have to lie to me
Expressing frustration at being deceived or misled.
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