Better off Dead
Struggling with Inner Turmoil: 'Better off Dead' by Cirith Ungol
Lyrics
I'm tired of being the odd man out
I feel excluded and out of place in social situations.
I speak with a whisper and feel with a shout
I communicate quietly but experience emotions intensely.
I feel out of tune, I feel out of key
I sense a lack of harmony and alignment in my life.
I feel like I'm missing a part of me
I believe there's a part of myself that is missing.
I've got a lot on my head
I have a lot of thoughts and concerns on my mind.
And my condition's read
My state of being is evident or observable.
I think I'm better off dead
I contemplate that ending my life might be a better option.
Sometimes
At times, I feel this way.
Some people say that lightning never strikes twice
Some believe that misfortune rarely happens repeatedly.
But I've been hit more than once in my life
Contrary to that belief, I've faced significant challenges multiple times.
I've been taken in so many times
I've been deceived or misled on numerous occasions.
A thousand promises, a thousand lies
Many assurances have been made to me, but they turned out to be false.
I've got a lot on my head
I have a lot of thoughts and concerns on my mind (repeated).
And my condition's read
My state of being is evident or observable (repeated).
I think I'm better off dead
I contemplate that ending my life might be a better option (repeated).
Sometimes, sometimes
At times, I feel this way (repeated).
Sometimes I take a look at the world
Occasionally, I observe the world around me.
And sometimes I take a look at the girls
At times, I notice or appreciate women.
I'm just a spectator, I don't get involved
I prefer to be an observer and not get involved in others' affairs.
I've got too many problems of my own to solve
I have too many personal problems to engage in external matters.
I've got a lot on my head
I have a lot of thoughts and concerns on my mind (repeated).
And my condition's read
My state of being is evident or observable (repeated).
I think I'm better off dead
I contemplate that ending my life might be a better option (repeated).
Sometimes
At times, I feel this way (repeated).
I've got a lot on my head
I have a lot of thoughts and concerns on my mind (repeated).
And my condition's read
My state of being is evident or observable (repeated).
I think I'm better off dead
I contemplate that ending my life might be a better option (repeated).
Sometimes, sometimes
At times, I feel this way (repeated).
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