Lyrics
Dark thoughts got me thinking that I'm dead
Contemplating negative and distressing thoughts, feeling emotionally dead.
Seeing demons when I lay down in my bed
Experiencing disturbing visions of demons during moments of rest.
Angel on my shoulder help me get em out my head
Seeking guidance from a positive influence (angel) to overcome intrusive thoughts.
Which pill I'm gon take I'm really only seeing red
Contemplating a choice, possibly related to a metaphorical red pill, indicating intense emotions or a difficult decision.
Feel like sada baby lately I been pressin
Feeling intense emotions, likened to the experiences of Sada Baby, suggesting emotional pressure.
Fightin wit a demon everyday got me stressin
Struggling with inner demons on a daily basis, causing stress and turmoil.
Can't be a follower I'm leading the rebellion
Choosing not to conform, taking a leadership role in a rebellion or resistance against societal norms.
What happens next man it ain't no tellin
Uncertainty about the future, acknowledging the unpredictability of what comes next.
I don't want the fame I just want all of the riches
Expressing a desire for material wealth over fame.
See me out in public move lowkey ain't takin pictures
Maintaining a low profile in public and avoiding unnecessary attention.
Life ain't easy had to learn to be relentless
Life has been challenging, requiring a relentless attitude to persevere.
Keep it quiet Onna net won't ever see me in yo mentions
Keeping personal matters private on the internet, avoiding public discussions or controversies.
Everything I say I done been through or I done seen it
Asserting that statements are based on personal experiences or observations.
Trust issues tell me you love me but do you mean it
Expressing skepticism about the authenticity of others' expressions of love.
Money gon be there call benji Franklin when I need him
Reliance on money (symbolized by Benji Franklin) in times of need.
Inna air ain't got no service another hour fore I'm leavin
Being in a situation without communication, feeling isolated or disconnected.
I was young doing shit was never scared
Reflecting on fearless behavior during youth.
I Knew all the repercussions never cared
Aware of the consequences of actions but remaining indifferent.
Round my mama I knew better never sweared
Respecting family values in the presence of the speaker's mother.
I needed help my closest friends was never there
Experiencing a lack of support from close friends in times of need.
Lookin up asking god why he chose me
Questioning why the speaker was chosen for a difficult life by a higher power.
Cold world but the pain never froze me
Enduring pain in a harsh world without succumbing to it.
Fronted you my heart never acted like you owed me
Offering trust to someone without expecting reciprocation.
Reminiscin bout the times it get lonely
Reflecting on past lonely times, possibly with a sense of nostalgia.
Dark thoughts got me thinking that I'm dead
Reiteration of the initial feeling of contemplating dark thoughts and feeling dead.
Seeing demons when I lay down in my bed
Recurring experience of encountering demons during moments of vulnerability (laying down in bed).
Angel on my shoulder help me get em out my head
Seeking assistance from a positive influence to dispel negative thoughts.
Which pill I'm gon take I'm really only seeing red
Reiterating the dilemma of choosing a metaphorical red pill, symbolizing intense emotions or a tough decision.
Feel like sada baby lately I been pressin
Feeling intense emotions, akin to the experiences of Sada Baby, indicating emotional pressure.
Fightin wit a demon everyday got me stressin
Continued struggle with inner demons, leading to ongoing stress and turmoil.
Can't be a follower I'm leading the rebellion
Embracing a leadership role in resisting conformity or societal norms.
What happens next man it ain't no tellin
Reiterating uncertainty about the future, emphasizing its unpredictability.
What happens next man it ain't no tellin
Underlining the unpredictable nature of the future.
Can't be a follower I'm leading the rebellion
Reasserting the refusal to conform and the commitment to leading a rebellion.
Fightin wit a demon everyday got me stressing
Continued struggle with inner demons, causing ongoing stress.
Feel like soda baby lately I been pressin
Feeling intense emotions, likened to the experiences of Sada Baby, suggesting emotional pressure.
Which pill I'm gon take I'm really only seeing red
Revisiting the choice of a metaphorical red pill, symbolizing intense emotions or a challenging decision.
Angel on my shoulder help me get em out my head
Seeking assistance from a positive influence to dispel negative thoughts.
Seeing demons when I lay down in my bed
Recurring experience of encountering demons during moments of vulnerability (laying down in bed).
Dark thoughts got me thinking that I'm dead
Reiteration of the initial feeling of contemplating dark thoughts and feeling dead.
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