Lyrics
I got these dark thoughts, and I don't know what to do with them
I am experiencing troubling and negative thoughts that I don't know how to handle.
They're taking over and I feel myself sinking in
These thoughts are becoming overwhelming, and I sense myself sinking into them.
They're telling me all kinds of weird and stupid-crazy things
The thoughts are irrational, strange, and crazy, affecting my mental state.
I'm losing grip and I can feel myself slip
I am losing control, and I can feel myself slipping further into a distressed state.
I got these dark thoughts, and they're pulling me away from here
These negative thoughts are pulling me away from my present reality.
It's like I'm losing this fight to keep my mind clear
I feel like I'm losing the battle to maintain clarity in my mind.
It won't be long until I totally just disappear
It won't be long before I completely lose myself and vanish.
Down this path that I'm driving on but cannot steer
I'm on a path that I can't control, heading towards an uncertain future.
I love V-necks cos I got a fat head
An unrelated detail about preferring V-neck shirts due to a perceived physical feature.
Before you say I'm cray, you better get your facts checked
A warning not to dismiss my mental state without checking the facts.
Let me tell you, if you mess with me, I'll leave you dead
A threat that I will harm someone who challenges or crosses me.
You don't believe me? Well wait until I see you next
A strong assertion that the threat is serious and should be taken seriously.
You eye me up like that you're asking for a carry-on
A warning that provoking me could lead to a confrontation.
But think twice before you break the ice you walk upon
An advice to think carefully before engaging with me to avoid unpleasant consequences.
You never know, you might just find out that my mind is gone
A suggestion that exploring further might reveal the instability of my mind.
Cos once we started, there's no stopping - it's a marathon
Once certain actions are initiated, they cannot be easily stopped; it's a prolonged struggle.
I got these dark thoughts, and I really don't desire them
Reiteration of the presence of disturbing thoughts that I don't want.
They're stronger now than I can ever hope to quieten
The thoughts have become stronger, making it challenging to suppress them.
I'm terrified that I would throw away all common sense
Fearful of losing rationality and engaging in violence, even momentarily.
If only for a moment of some violence
Contemplating abandoning reason for a brief moment of aggression.
I got these dark thoughts, and they're keeping me awake at night
The disturbing thoughts are affecting my sleep and keeping me awake.
They got me fighting with my demons by the moonlight
Engaging in internal struggles with personal demons during the night.
I toss and turn while fantasizing of a knife fight
Experiencing inner turmoil and vividly imagining a violent confrontation.
The urge is rising, 'bout to blow up like some dynamite
Feeling a growing urge to explode or act violently, akin to dynamite.
Dear Lord, will you give me strength?
An appeal for strength and guidance from a higher power.
I'm 'bout to kill this motherfucker I don't care for the consequence
An intense feeling of disregard for consequences, possibly indicating a volatile situation.
Ten years ago I came off second-best
A reference to a past experience where I did not come out on top.
But now it's time for the rematch and I got no stake left
Expressing a desire for a rematch, driven by a lack of personal investment in the outcome.
With a fire in my belly, I am out of my head
A metaphorical expression of determination and intense focus.
If looks could kill, you'd already be dead
A statement implying a deadly impact if my looks could cause harm.
I'll do what it takes to win a fight to the death
A willingness to do whatever it takes to win, even if it leads to a fatal confrontation.
How far it's gonna go, I don't even know myself
An acknowledgment of uncertainty about the extent of the situation.
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