Lyrics
You know this feeling when you're down
You are familiar with the emotion of being in a low state.
Always happening, all so constant and loud
This feeling is persistent, consistent, and loud.
Pressing pain and chest exploding
There's intense pain, and the chest feels like it's exploding.
Here for you, got you until the light don't go
Expressing support, committed to being there until the end.
I wanted you to tell something from me to you
You desire to communicate something important from yourself to the other person.
Always known you and me are good
There's a constant understanding that you and the other person have a good relationship.
So why am I always on the verge of crying?
Despite the positive connection, there's a constant emotional fragility, almost reaching the point of tears.
Why do I always feel like dying?
A sense of perpetual emotional pain, feeling like life is draining away.
It's all my head, things I have not said
The turmoil exists in the mind, unspoken words contribute to the struggle.
Hurt and broken, I want back what was stolen
Expressing a desire to reclaim what has been lost due to hurt and brokenness.
Should you see, my end close to me
Recognition of the proximity of one's end.
As I said, I run away
Choosing to escape or avoid the pain by running away.
My mind is closed off again
The mind is shutting down, closing off from emotions.
No, please not this again
A plea to avoid going through the same emotional struggles again.
Breathe harder, you reach out
Struggling to breathe, reaching out for help.
'til you bled, 'til you're fed
The struggle continues until there's physical harm and fulfillment of needs.
One constant in your misery
Acknowledging a constant presence of misery in life.
I won't ever leave your soulless body
A commitment to stay with the person even in a soulless state.
Truth is I can't accept and embrace
Unable to accept and embrace the truth, leading to a cycle of emotional turmoil.
Cause I can't keep chasing my face
Unable to continue pursuing one's identity or self.
It's all my head, things I have not said
The mental struggle continues with unspoken words.
Hurt and broken, I want back what was stolen
Desire to recover what has been taken due to pain and brokenness.
Should you see, my end close to me
Awareness of the impending end.
As I said, I run away
Choosing to escape again, reiterating the act of running away.
Never coming back
Commitment to not return, emphasizing a cold and detached mindset.
Cold mind on a track
Mentally distant, following a predetermined path.
It's all my head, things I have not said
The internal struggle persists with unspoken words.
Hurt and broken, I want back what was stolen
Desire to reclaim what was lost due to hurt and brokenness.
Should you see, my end close to me
Awareness of the approaching end.
As I said, I run away, run away
Repeating the decision to run away, emphasizing the act of escape.
Run away
Reiteration of the choice to run away.
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