Lyrics
I only write songs about you when its raining
I express my emotions through songs when it's raining.
Tears falling down from the sky like its in pain
The tears falling from the sky during the rain symbolize pain.
Ambers covered in gold dance in the fire
The imagery of ambers covered in gold dancing in the fire may represent beauty and transformation.
I say I'd be fine without you but call me a liar
Despite claiming independence, I admit to lying when saying I'd be fine without you.
I loved that you called me your darlin
I cherished being called "darlin" by you.
I guess I just thought you were charming
I initially found you charming.
I was never a yes always a maybe
I tended to be uncertain (maybe) rather than affirming (yes).
My chest is tight my sight is blurred and hazy
I feel physical and emotional discomfort - tightness in my chest and blurred vision.
Flowers are never in bloom the garden of my mind
The garden of my mind lacks the blossoming of flowers, suggesting a lack of positivity.
Singing alone in my room all of the time
I find solace in singing alone in my room frequently.
Your presence still fills every room when your not around
Your influence lingers in every room even when you're not physically present.
I'd rather just sit here in silence than make any sound
I prefer silence over making any noise, possibly to avoid the pain of expression.
I loved that you called me your darlin
The repetition emphasizes the emotional impact of being called "darlin."
I guess I just thought you were charming
My initial perception of your charm is revisited.
I was never a yes always a maybe
Consistently uncertain (maybe) rather than affirmative (yes).
My chest is tight my sight is blurred and hazy
Continued discomfort is expressed - tight chest and blurred vision.
I feel its better to think that you never cared
I find it easier to believe you never cared about me.
I'm sorry i couldn't be them, i never compared
I apologize for not being what you wanted; I never felt I measured up.
All i have is myself, now that you're gone
With your absence, I have only myself left.
I'll be okay on my own nobody to lean on
Despite being alone, I assert that I will be okay without anyone to lean on.
I loved that you called me your darlin
The emotional impact of being called "darlin" is reiterated.
I guess I just thought you were charming
Revisiting the perception of your charm.
I was never a yes always a maybe
Consistent uncertainty (maybe) instead of affirmation (yes).
My chest is tight my sight is blurred and hazy
Ongoing discomfort is expressed - tight chest and blurred vision.
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