Lyrics
I see you're out again, I hear that you're doing fine
I notice you're socializing again and that things seem good for you
And I guess that's okay, I guess I don't mind
I suppose it's acceptable, I don't really have a strong feeling about it
I was a fool back then, I was out of line
In the past, I behaved foolishly and crossed boundaries
I told you I loved you because I felt alive and I don't
I confessed love because it made me feel alive, uncertain about my emotions
I don't know
I'm unsure or confused about my feelings
My mother's old brother's guitar strings
The guitar strings from my mother's brother have finally worn out, akin to the natural cycle of things
Have finally broken, like all things do
All things, including these guitar strings, eventually break or end
Am I a piece of who you are now?
Am I now a part of your identity? Do you carry memories of me with you?
Do you carry me around?
Do you keep me close or have you distanced yourself from me as I have done?
Do you cast me out like I do to you?
Do you reject me as I have done to you?
Like I do to you
Similar to how I've treated you
Maybe I should grow up
Perhaps I should mature
Maybe I should be fine
Maybe I should be okay with the situation
Or maybe I am make believe
It's possible that I'm not real or authentic
Maybe I am the puppet strings
Perhaps I'm controlling or influencing things behind the scenes
Maybe I am the spare time you spent between your sheets
Maybe I'm the time you spend when you're not occupied with more important matters
Maybe I am the spare time you spent between your sheets
Repeated line: Indicates the significance of being the 'spare time'
I am the spare time
I am this 'spare time' you have
And your time
I fill up your available time
And your time
Repeated line: Emphasizes that I consume your time
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