Vicious Cycles
Confronting Inner Shadows: Vicious Cycles Unveiled
Lyrics
A closet, a doorway, that holds all fears inside
A confined space, a passage, where all fears are stored internally
An endless pitch black darkness which I cannot hide
An eternal, completely dark emptiness that I cannot conceal
The walls are consuming, it breaks down all your pride
The surroundings are engulfing, breaking down one's sense of dignity
The feeling of losing the will of wanting to survive
The sensation of losing the motivation to continue living
The fear of losing the will to survive
The dread of losing the desire to survive
The darkness in my heart will lead me to my grave
The darkness within my emotions will lead me to my death
What remains will fall apart what's lost cannot be saved
What remains will disintegrate; what's lost is beyond salvation
Cannot be saved
(Repetition for emphasis) Cannot be saved
The rules have altered, now there is no escape
The established rules have changed; there's no way to evade the situation
I cannot distinguish between what's real or fake
I can no longer differentiate between reality and deception
This will not define me, I own all my mistakes
This circumstance will not define me; I take responsibility for all my errors
The fear is what binds me, to the hell I create
Fear is the force that ties me to the self-destructive situation I've created
This prison is confining, claustrophobic in my brain
This mental confinement is restrictive and suffocating in my mind
The trick to life is finding a way to bury all the pain
The key to life is discovering a method to bury all the emotional suffering
The darkness in my heart will lead me to my grave
The darkness within my emotions will lead me to my death
What remains will fall apart what's lost cannot be saved
What remains will disintegrate; what's lost is beyond salvation
Cannot be saved
(Repetition for emphasis) Cannot be saved
This vessel I'm sailing is what I've come to hate
This vessel I'm navigating is something I've grown to despise
Never ending vicious cycles that I can't escape
Never-ending destructive patterns that I cannot break free from
This vessel I'm sailing is what I've come to hate
This vessel I'm navigating is something I've grown to despise
Never ending vicious cycles that I can't escape
Endless and unbreakable destructive patterns that I cannot escape
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