Vicious Circle
Embracing Darkness: Lord Of The Lost's Vicious Circle Revealed
Lyrics
When I leave and if you don't follow
Expressing a desire for companionship and the hope that the listener will follow.
I will learn to last and to swallow
Commitment to endure difficulties and accept unpleasant experiences.
All my fears and all of my sorrows
Acknowledging and preparing to face personal fears and sorrows.
Better today instead of tomorrow
Choosing to confront challenges today rather than postponing them to tomorrow.
What if I weep and if I cry?
Contemplating the possibility of expressing emotions through weeping and crying.
If I beg and if I try?
Considering the options of pleading and trying to address a situation.
I stay in purgatory's pain
Describing a state of enduring pain in purgatory, possibly metaphorical.
I'm beyond, I stay away
Feeling detached and distanced, choosing to stay away from a certain situation.
I'm not alive but I'm not in Heaven
Existence is acknowledged, but the feeling is neither alive nor in a heavenly state.
All of my sins won't be forgiven
Recognition of past wrongs with the awareness that forgiveness may not be attainable.
I'm not in love 'cause I am the Devil
Claiming a lack of love, identifying with the persona of the Devil.
I won't save instead I hate
Choosing not to save but to harbor hatred instead.
When I fall and feeling so hollow
Experiencing a fall and a sense of emptiness.
In the deep still being so shallow
Feeling shallow despite being in a deep emotional state.
When I leave and if you don't follow
Reiterating the desire for the listener to follow when departing.
I will learn to last and to swallow
Reaffirming the commitment to endure and accept challenges.
All my fears and all of my sorrows
Revisiting the acknowledgment of personal fears and sorrows.
What if I weep and if I cry?
Reflecting on the possibility of expressing deep emotions through weeping and crying.
If I beg and if I try?
Considering the options of begging and trying to address a situation.
I stay in purgatory's pain
Reiterating the experience of enduring pain in purgatory.
I'm beyond, I stay away
Continuing to stay detached and away from a certain situation.
I'm not alive but I'm not in Heaven
Emphasizing the paradox of not being fully alive but not in a heavenly state either.
All of my sins won't be forgiven
Acknowledging the persistence of past sins without expectation of forgiveness.
I'm not in love 'cause I am the Devil
Reaffirming the identification with the persona of the Devil and a lack of love.
I won't save instead I hate
Choosing hatred over salvation, emphasizing a negative stance.
I'm not alive but I'm not in Heaven
Repeating the paradox of existence between life and heavenly states.
All of my sins won't be forgiven
Reiterating the recognition of persistent sins and lack of forgiveness.
I'm not in love 'cause I am the Devil
Reemphasizing the identification with the Devil and a loveless state.
I won't save instead I hate
Consistently choosing hatred over saving, maintaining a negative perspective.
I'm not alive but I'm not in Heaven
Reiterating the paradox of existence, neither fully alive nor in a heavenly state.
All of my sins won't be forgiven
Acknowledging the persistence of sins and the unlikelihood of forgiveness.
I'm not in love 'cause I am the Devil
Stating the identification with the Devil and a loveless state.
I don't care instead I hate
Expressing a lack of concern, choosing hatred over caring.
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