My Changing of Mind

Echoes of Transformation: Cloudpocket's Journey Through Shattered Dreams
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Lyrics

Ever since I played with fire

Reflecting on past risky behavior involving fire.

On a shady street in Germany

Specific memory in Germany, possibly negative or influential.

Ever since it made it fucking hard to really feel

Fire incident made it emotionally challenging to connect deeply.

I lost my voice in a bedroom

Lost personal expression or authenticity in a private space.

Lost the track of time at 03

Time lost significance at 03, suggesting a turbulent period.

But it was recently I lost my heart and it won't heal

Recent heartbreak that remains unhealed.

And I've been gone for weeks now

Extended absence, possibly from relationships or responsibilities.

And I can never get no sleep

Insomnia or restlessness preventing adequate sleep.

I am kinda living life without dipping my feet

Avoiding full engagement with life, metaphorically not dipping feet.

I lost my soul in autumn

Soul lost during autumn, symbolic of a difficult season.

And my head's gone with the summer heat

Mental state affected by summer heat, possibly intense emotions.

And my bones are getting frail and broken by defeat

Physical and emotional deterioration due to continuous defeat.

And I'm ashamed of what I used to brag about

Regret and embarrassment about past boasting or arrogance.

I feel it now

Recognition of current emotional distress.

I can only blame my changing of mind

Attributing current struggles to a change in mindset.

I was visiting the mausoleum

Visiting a symbolic place of death or loss.

Prayed at the altar of what I used to be

Praying to the past version of oneself.

Laid a flower on my coffin, can't you see?

Symbolic act of mourning for the old self.

That I'm a ghost now

Feeling like a ghost, disconnected from the past.

A shadow of my christmas past

Becoming a mere shadow of joyful past memories.

My body is a host now, I'm stuck within this cast

Body as a vessel for negative experiences, stuck in a role.

And I'm ashamed of what I used to brag about

Repeat of regret for past boasting or arrogance.

I feel it now

Emotionally acknowledging regret in the present.

I can only blame my changing of mind

Attributing current struggles to a change in mindset (repeated).

I was

Introduction to a specific moment or reflection.

Staring at

Engaging in introspection while staring at the bathroom ceiling.

The bathroom ceiling

Visualization of unsettling imagery (spiders) indicating discomfort.

A million spiders crawling everywhere

Sensory overload, possibly reflecting internal struggles.

I am yet to find

Recognition of a lack of deeper meaning in the current situation.

No deeper meaning let's be fair

Being honest about the absence of profound significance.

I brought this on myself, I

Acceptance of personal responsibility for the current state.

Won't blame the changing of time

Refusal to blame external factors like time for personal changes.

I gotta change track

Decision to redirect life's trajectory and mindset.

Gotta change back

Expressing the need to revert to a previous state of being.

I gotta care

Acknowledging the necessity of caring and making positive changes.

And I'm ashamed of what I used to brag about

Reiteration of regret for past boasting or arrogance.

I feel it now

Current emotional awareness and acknowledgment of mistakes.

I can only blame my changing of mind

Attributing current struggles to a change in mindset (repeated).

And the changing of times

Emphasizing the influence of both personal change and external times.

My changing of mind

Restating the central theme of personal mindset evolution.

And the changing of times

Highlighting the continuous impact of changing times on personal growth.

The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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