My Frustration
Surviving Inner Struggles: My Frustration Unveiled
Lyrics
Where was I when god had shown
Questioning where the speaker was when they were supposed to learn how to create a happy home according to God's guidance.
How to make a happy home
Wondering about the absence or lack of knowledge on creating a happy home as taught by a higher power.
Lie in bed and sleep don't come
Difficulty falling asleep while seeking peace.
Have some peace then give me some
Desire for tranquility and requesting some peace from others.
And I know the reason why you hold me down
Understanding the reasons someone is holding the speaker back or restricting them.
I won't let this fear of loss make me drown
Determined not to let the fear of losing things or people overwhelm and drown the speaker.
In my bed I lie alone
Feeling alone while lying in bed, struggling to piece oneself together.
Scrape together bone to bone
Metaphorically describing a struggle to gather strength and resolve.
And I can't seem to seem to find my way
Expressing difficulty in finding direction or purpose.
I can't seem to find the break of day
Feeling unable to find a breakthrough or a positive change in circumstances.
I'll stay just a step away
Choosing to remain slightly distant from something or someone.
Where was I when god had shown
Repetition of the earlier question regarding learning how to build a happy home according to divine guidance.
How to make a happy home
Reiterating the desire to understand the principles of a happy home.
And I have become my worst enemy
Acknowledging oneself as their own worst enemy, possibly due to inner struggles or conflicts.
I will survive this instability
Determination to survive and endure through a phase of instability or difficulty.
In my bed I lie alone
Repeating the feeling of solitude while trying to rebuild oneself.
Scrape together bone to bone
Metaphorically describing the effort to gather oneself together.
Again I have become my worst enemy
Reiteration of being one's own worst adversary and the will to overcome instability.
I will survive this instability
Reaffirmation of the determination to survive through challenging circumstances.
I need to breathe the breath of life
Expressing the need for rejuvenation and vitality in life.
You constantly drain my life
Feeling emotionally drained by someone.
Why can't you see the breath in me
Questioning why someone can't understand the speaker's need for support and understanding.
I constantly need your need
Expressing a constant need for someone's presence or support.
My butterfly don't fly away
Metaphorical reference to a loved one or support system.
If I could just take this simple breath of life from
If the speaker could take a life-sustaining breath away from someone, they wouldn't let them have it for eternity.
Me
Expressing the desire to retain control of one's own life force.
You couldn't take it motherfucker eternity
A declaration that they wouldn't let someone control their existence eternally.
If I could take this breath of life and come inside
Expressing the need to preserve one's own vitality and essence.
Of me
Emphasizing the speaker's refusal to allow someone to consume or dominate them.
You wouldn't take it, I need to breathe
Asserting the essential need for personal autonomy and breath of life.
As I creep the monkey's back
Metaphorically dealing with a burden or addiction returning.
Now she's gone and oh he's back
Reference to the return of a problematic situation or person.
And I know the reason why you hold me down
Understanding the reasons for being held back or restricted.
I won't let this fear of loss make me drown
Commitment not to let the fear of losing things or people overwhelm the speaker.
I will stay, I'll stay
Decisive declaration of staying despite difficulties or challenges.
I will stay, I'll stay
Reiteration of the commitment to remain resilient.
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