Lyrics
Theres been countless of times I Wanted to Say
Expressing a desire to communicate thoughts or feelings on numerous occasions.
I see the damage that comes this way
Acknowledging the negative consequences that come in a particular direction.
Maybe you don't see hurt but I see it everyday
Noticing and experiencing pain consistently, even if others may not be aware of it.
And I see the Chance to cause harm
Recognizing an opportunity to cause harm intentionally.
And I will take
Expressing an intention to seize the opportunity for harm.
And I will take it to watch you lose
Deriving satisfaction from witnessing the other person's loss.
To watch you suffer is a pleasure to me
Finding pleasure in observing the suffering of the other person.
Seeing fear In your eyes soothes me
Derived satisfaction from perceiving fear in the other person's eyes.
You think I joke all the time
Addressing a perception that one's statements or actions are not taken seriously.
Maybe I'm not doing something right
Expressing a sense of inadequacy in meeting the other person's expectations.
For you to hold something against me
Acknowledging a perceived resentment or grudge held against the speaker.
Apart of me is saying I don't want it
Internal conflict about not desiring the negative outcome.
I feel like I shouldn't do it
Expressing hesitation and reluctance to engage in harmful actions.
But I can't bare knowing your fine
Unable to tolerate the idea of the other person being okay.
I know what I want
Clear understanding of personal desires, even if they are not morally acceptable.
And it isn't nice
Desires are not positive or kind.
Days are going by, time gets faster
Time is passing quickly, but the speaker is fixated on a destructive path.
But the more and more I crave for a disaster
A growing craving for a disastrous event or outcome.
And watch you get caught in it all
Wanting to witness the other person caught up in the resulting chaos.
And maybe my approach is to what throughs you off
Admitting that the approach might be confusing or unexpected.
The revenge I seek is what you don't see in me
Describing a hidden desire for revenge.
I can't let go of non of it, this has to be settled the way how I want to handle it
Determined to resolve issues in a specific way despite internal conflicts.
Maybe not all but the importance of it
Emphasizing the importance of settling certain matters.
You don't realize how much pain it comes with it
Highlighting the unrecognized emotional pain associated with the situation.
Revenge is not the best, it relieves the stress
Recognizing that revenge, while not ideal, provides temporary relief.
My thoughts gets the best, and it wants to put you in death
Intense thoughts inclining towards causing harm, possibly even death.
And it's probably not what I want, who cares what the other side wants
Indifference towards the desires or perspective of the other party.
I must get what It want
A determination to fulfill personal desires, regardless of consequences.
I'm insane
Declaring a state of insanity, suggesting a loss of rationality or control.
Insane
Reiteration of a state of insanity for emphasis.
Insane
Continued emphasis on the speaker's disturbed mental state.
Cause of you
Attributing the insanity to the influence or actions of the other person.
You
Repetition of the personal pronoun, reinforcing the impact of the other person.
You
Continued emphasis on the speaker's disturbed mental state.
I'm insane
Reiteration of a state of insanity for emphasis.
Insane
Continued emphasis on the speaker's disturbed mental state.
Insane
Reiteration of a state of insanity for emphasis.
Cause of you
Attributing the insanity to the influence or actions of the other person.
You
Repetition of the personal pronoun, reinforcing the impact of the other person.
You
Continued emphasis on the speaker's disturbed mental state.
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