Try Hard
Struggling for Light: The Battle Within
Lyrics
I think I'm losing grip
Expressing a sense of losing control or stability.
Reality leads me to slip
Acknowledging the impact of reality causing a decline.
I never fucking asked for this
Expressing frustration about being in an unwanted situation.
Bleeding just to reminisce
Enduring pain to recall past experiences.
Tried so hard
Struggling and putting in effort.
Yet I've not gone far
Despite efforts, progress is limited.
Desperately searching for fire to spark
Desiring inspiration or motivation.
All these dreams to conceive my reality
Having aspirations that shape one's reality.
Pleading for a way to restart
Pleading for a chance to start anew.
Before I bleed out in the dark
Fearing a negative outcome in the darkness.
Tied to hide in comfort and pride
Feeling constrained by comfort and pride.
I need a way to break this bind
Seeking a solution to break free from limitations.
Forego the heartache in my stride
Choosing to endure difficulties with resilience.
I long to thrive on the other side
Yearning for a better life on the other side of challenges.
For better or worse
Weighing the ups and downs of life.
I could drink til it still hurts
Using substances to cope with emotional pain.
Unearth to learn it's all I'm worth
Discovering that one's value is tied to struggles.
Breaking myself down into the fucking dirt
Breaking down mentally and emotionally.
Begging for the solace in rebirth
Begging for comfort and renewal.
Tried so hard
Continuing to put in effort despite limited progress.
Yet I've not gone far
Desiring a source of inspiration or motivation.
Desperately searching for fire to spark
Having dreams that shape one's perception of reality.
All these dreams to conceive my reality
Pleading for a chance to start anew.
Pleading for a way to restart
Fearing a negative outcome in the darkness.
Before I bleed out in the dark
Expressing confusion or regret about past choices.
Where, where did it all go wrong
Reflecting on a point in time where things went wrong.
I've been going nowhere all along
Realizing a lack of progress in life's journey.
Nightmares serve only to prolong
Nightmares contributing to prolonged suffering.
Distress feels like it belongs
Feeling that distress is a familiar part of life.
The thought of leaving this earth so lost
Contemplating the difficulty of leaving the world.
So what if I can't face the end
Facing uncertainty about facing life's end.
Or believe the voices in my head
Questioning the reality of inner thoughts and voices.
Is this search as hard as it gets
Wondering if the search for meaning is this challenging.
Do I make my peace
Considering finding inner peace.
Or finally make amends
Contemplating making amends in life.
Tried so hard
Continuing efforts despite limited progress.
Yet I've not gone far
Desiring a source of inspiration or motivation.
Desperately searching for fire to spark
Having dreams that shape one's perception of reality.
All these dreams to conceive my reality
Pleading for a chance to start anew.
Pleading for a way to restart
Fearing a negative outcome in the darkness.
Before I bleed out in the dark
Expressing urgency to find a solution before facing negative consequences.
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