You're Always My Worst Mistake
Embracing Shadows: Unraveling the Dark Narrative of 'You're Always My Worst Mistake'
Lyrics
It's like each new one that I meet
Expressing frustration with a pattern of encountering similar problems in different people.
Is just the same problem with a different face
Highlighting the recurring nature of problems, suggesting a lack of variety in personal relationships.
And every time I fuck it up I lose my mind in my space
Reflecting on mistakes made and the resulting internal turmoil.
I keep focusing on the darkness overall the black of it
Focusing on the negative aspects of life, emphasizing darkness and lack of clarity.
It's not about identity but rather the lack of it
Stating that the issue is not about one's identity but the absence or confusion surrounding it.
Entropy controls me
Describing how entropy, a measure of disorder, influences and controls the speaker.
Intended disorder for my life
Expressing a sense of intentional disorder in the speaker's life.
I get a job and pay the bills
Describing the responsibilities of having a job and supporting family.
All for the kids and for my wife
Indicating the speaker's commitment to family, particularly children and a wife.
My life was planned before it happened
Suggesting that the speaker's life was pre-planned or predetermined.
Molded to the pinnacle
Referring to being molded into a pinnacle, possibly questioning life choices.
Intended mediocrity
Expressing a sense of intentional mediocrity, possibly contrasting with a desire for goodness.
For goodness not a cynical
Contemplating the disposal of the speaker's own body, questioning the purpose of life.
Disposal of my motherfucking corpse
Expressing a desire to understand the purpose behind life's challenges and struggles.
Tell me what the fuck is any of this stupid shit for
Questioning the value of life and the futility of certain aspects of existence.
Sometimes I wanna put my life to rest
Expressing a desire to confront those who thought they knew the speaker, possibly in a moment of vulnerability.
Just so I can see all the people who thought they knew me
Expressing a willingness to confront and question the purpose of life.
Drop down on the floor
Reflecting on the sense of despair and questioning the purpose behind actions.
Tell me what's it for?
Seeking an explanation for the struggles and challenges faced in life.
Tell me what's it for?
Reiterating the plea for understanding and meaning.
Please tell me what's it for
Continuing the request for an explanation or purpose in life.
You'll always be my worst mistake
Declaring that someone will always be considered the speaker's worst mistake.
God is yanking at my chain
Describing a feeling of being controlled by external forces, possibly referencing religious themes.
I don't wanna be the one you love
Rejecting the desire to be loved and expressing a preference for being disliked.
I am the one you hate
Acknowledging that the speaker is perceived as someone to be hated.
I am danger knocking at the door
Portraying the speaker as a dangerous force, symbolized by knocking at the door.
You gonna let me in?
Prompting the question of whether the speaker will be allowed into the lives of others.
Once I feared you but I feel better without my fucking skin
Expressing a sense of liberation and self-acceptance without the metaphorical "skin," possibly referring to societal expectations.
I am the one you hate
Repetition emphasizing the speaker's self-perceived role as the one who is hated.
I am the one you fear
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-Gotta get used to it that's the only way
-My fucking fate
-It means nothing
-My fucking life
-I've been a fucking slave
-To the ones I love
-Now the ones I hate
-To the ones I love
-Now the ones I hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I've been a fucking slave
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
-I am the one you hate
Final repetition of the speaker affirming their role as the one who is hated.
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