Organs
Unveiling the Haunting Symphony of Self-Reflection
Lyrics
I am sorry this is always how it goes
I apologize, but this is the usual course of events
The wind blows loudest when you've got your eyes closed
Challenges are most apparent when one avoids facing them
But I never changed a single colour that I breathe
I haven't altered my true essence
So you could have tried to take a closer look at me
You could have tried to understand me better
I am tired of punching in the wind
I'm weary of futile efforts
I am tired of letting it all in
I'm exhausted from allowing everything to affect me
And I should eat you up and spit you right out
I could consume you and discard you effortlessly
I should not care but I don't know how
I should be indifferent, but I'm unsure how to be
So I take off my face
I metaphorically remove my facade
'Cause it reminds me how it all went wrong
Because it reminds me of the moments when everything went awry
And I pull out my tongue
I symbolically express my regret
'Cause it reminds me how it all went wrong
As a reminder of past mistakes
I am sorry for the trouble, I suppose
I regret the difficulties that may have arisen
My blood runs red but my body feels so cold
My vitality remains, but I feel emotionally numb
I guess I could swim for days in the salty sea
I could endure challenges, but they will eventually change me
But in the end the waves will discolour me
Over time, adversities will alter my true nature
So I take off my face
I symbolically discard my facade again
'Cause it reminds me how it all went wrong
As a reminder of the moments when everything went wrong
And I pull out my tongue
I symbolically express my regret
'Cause it reminds me how it all went wrong
As a reminder of past mistakes
And I cough up my lungs
I symbolically reject my own breath
'Cause they remind me how it all went wrong
As a reminder of the times when everything went wrong
But I leave in my heart
I retain my emotions, as I don't want to remain in ignorance
'Cause I don't want to stay in the dark
I keep my feelings intact because I don't want to stay in the dark
So I take off my face
I metaphorically remove my facade once more
'Cause it reminds me how it all went wrong
As a reminder of the moments when everything went wrong
And I pull out my tongue
I symbolically express my regret
'Cause it reminds me how it all went wrong
As a reminder of past mistakes
And I cough up my lungs
I symbolically reject my own breath again
'Cause they remind me how it all went wrong
As a reminder of the times when everything went wrong
But I leave in my heart
I retain my emotions, as I don't want to remain in ignorance
'Cause I don't want to stay in the dark
I keep my feelings intact because I don't want to stay in the dark
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