Lost
Embracing Shadows: A Journey Through Desolation in Counterparts' 'Lost'
Lyrics
As far back as I can remember
Reflecting on the past, acknowledging memories.
The failure was always there
Constant failure has been a consistent presence.
It was the only real companion that I have ever had
Failure has been the most enduring companion in life.
Not meant to live like this
Feeling that the current way of living is not the intended path.
Consciousness is nothing more than a vicious cycle
Consciousness is a repetitive and unproductive cycle.
And I am being bled dry by my conviction
Strong beliefs are draining and depleting.
I've spent my life trying to find my confidence
Lifelong pursuit of self-confidence has yielded nothing.
And found absolutely nothing
No success in finding confidence despite efforts.
Life is a lost cause
Life is seen as a hopeless endeavor.
Too weak to carry on
Feeling too weak to endure life's challenges.
I wish I'd never met who I once was
Regretting the person one used to be.
Not meant to live like this
Belief that the current way of living is not the intended path.
Pursuing the love in all that I have lost
Searching for love in what has been lost.
But I have left myself neglected
Self-neglect and abandonment in the pursuit of love.
Deserted from the start
Feeling deserted and isolated from the beginning.
Longing for a chance to wander
Yearning for an opportunity to explore and roam.
A chance to chase my aspiration
Desiring a chance to pursue one's goals and dreams.
When you're devoid of feeling
Emotionally numb and following instructions without feeling.
You just do as you're told
Compliance due to a lack of emotional connection.
Hatred is exhausting
Recognizing that hatred is draining but familiar.
But it's all I'll ever know
Hatred is a dominant emotion, and familiarity with it persists.
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