Lyrics
They say it's wrong to hate myself
Expressing the perception that self-hatred is considered inappropriate by others.
But I would hate me if I were anyone else
Preferring self-hatred over being someone else, indicating dissatisfaction with one's own identity.
Shatter every mirror
Desiring to eliminate self-reflection by breaking mirrors, possibly to avoid confronting failure.
I can't stare at failure
Unable to face or endure the sight of personal failures.
It seems so clear
Expressing a clear perception of a challenging situation or personal struggle.
I don't want to live here and breathe this air
Rejecting the current living conditions and the air, suggesting a desire for change.
It tortures me that you ran so deep
Feeling emotionally wounded by someone who was deeply connected or involved.
Depart me from this waste
Requesting separation from a wasteful or damaging environment.
I've found hopelessness in those that kept me hoping for the best
Discovering a sense of hopelessness from those who were supposed to inspire optimism.
I will bloom, a flower in the sun
Expressing a metaphorical transformation, comparing personal growth to a flower in the sun.
Forever seeking purpose, though left with none
Continuously seeking purpose despite feeling unfulfilled.
I will bloom, I will wither
Acknowledging the cyclical nature of life, with phases of blooming and withering.
Break my bones
Expressing a willingness to endure pain or challenges symbolized by the breaking of bones.
Tear my skin
Describing vulnerability and openness to external influences through tearing of the skin.
I'll never feel pain worse than this
Emphasizing the intensity of emotional pain, surpassing physical sensations.
Breathing in this change
Adapting to or accepting a transformative experience represented by breathing in change.
I've got to find a way out of this mess
Expressing a determination to find a way out of a challenging situation or mess.
You're an old breeze, one slow to come but quick to leave
Describing someone as a fleeting presence, slow to arrive but quick to depart.
Finding closure is closer to hell than reality
Stating that finding closure is more distressing than facing the harshness of reality.
I'll just wait again, patiently by that evergreen
Choosing to wait patiently, possibly for a positive change, by an evergreen symbolizing endurance.
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