Solitude
Journey Through Desolation: From Sorrow To Serenity
Lyrics
As I wake
Upon awakening
As I take a sharp gasp of air my whole body stagnates
Feeling a sudden halt or stagnation in my entire body while taking in a deep breath
Staring into the black of a darkened room
Gazing into the darkness of a dimly lit room
My existence transpires
My life unfolding or happening
My whole feeling is numb
Feeling emotionally detached or without sensation
I have no more questions
No more inquiries or queries remaining
I have no more cause
No more reason or purpose present
I no longer desire control
No longer desiring command or authority
Because everything's lost its worth
Because everything has lost its value or significance
Reclusive and tameless
Withdrawn and uncontrollable
Blocking out all the lights
Blocking out all sources of illumination
No more bullshit to see
No more false or deceptive things to witness
No chance for progression
No opportunity for advancement or development
Just a small husk of life
Just a small shell of existence
Trapped and bound
Confined and restrained
I don't give a fuck
Complete disregard or apathy
Why the fuck am I here?
Questioning the purpose of existence with frustration
Hermetical instincts
Instincts to isolate oneself from the world
Will I ever find purpose?
Wondering if there will ever be a discovery of purpose or meaning
Stepping onto the path of pain
Entering a journey of suffering
Every step I take leads to despair
Each move leading towards hopelessness
I don't know where to go
Uncertainty about the path or route to take
What direction to take
Lost sense of where to progress or move
My existence has gone astray
My life has gone off course
Solitude takes me away
Being pulled away by seclusion or isolation
Unresponsive to hands reaching out
Not responsive to those offering help or support
The ones who are beckoning and calling my name
Unaffected by the attempts of others trying to connect
Trapped in an ocean
Feeling submerged in an overwhelming situation
Growing attached to the isolation
Becoming accustomed to being alone
Vicious and restless
Ferocious and unable to find peace
Get a glimmer of hope
Finding a small glimmer of hope
Salvage what's left of me
Rescue what little remains of myself
Drifting out of direction
Drifting aimlessly without direction
Maybe only by chance I'll arrive on the shores
Possibly only by chance will I reach a safe place or resolution
Giving in, defeated, no hope for return
Surrendering and accepting defeat, seeing no possibility of return
How can I exist in a world that's been torn apart?
Questioning the possibility of coexisting in a fractured world
I don't know where to go
Feeling lost with no clear path or direction
I don't know what direction to take
Uncertainty about the appropriate path or course
Stepping onto the path of pain
Entering a journey of suffering
Every step I take leads to despair
Each move leading towards hopelessness
I don't know where to go
Lost sense of where to progress or move
What direction to take
Uncertainty about the appropriate path or course
My existence has gone astray
My life has gone off course
Solitude takes me away
Being pulled away by seclusion or isolation
As I writhe
Struggling intensely
As I die
Experiencing an internal demise or collapse
All memory of me has just been left behind
My entire essence or memory has been abandoned or left behind
My perception's the same as the darkened room
Perceiving things similarly to the darkened room, devoid of light or clarity
Welcome to solitude
Welcome to a state of isolation or being alone
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