Solitude
Echoes of Isolation: Embracing Solitude's Strange Flowers
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These walls have captured my breath
Feeling confined, as if the environment is suffocating.
This place knows my smell
The surroundings are familiar and intimately aware of the person.
Too well…
Emphasizing the deep familiarity, perhaps to a discomforting extent.
Suddenly, silently
Unexpectedly and without warning.
Evening fell over me
Nightfall arrives quietly.
Found my head on my hands
Discovering oneself in a contemplative or sorrowful state.
Drowning in absence
Overwhelmed by the feeling of something missing or absent.
I locked myself
Isolating oneself, creating a barrier.
With my thoughts behind glass walls
Locking thoughts away, possibly avoiding confronting them.
Wanting to hear
Desire to hear one's own thoughts or inner voice.
The sound of my own voice
Seeking solace or understanding from within.
When did I sow
Reflecting on the origins of loneliness and isolation.
the dark seeds of solitude?
Questioning when the feeling of solitude began.
I wait alone
Waiting alone, anticipating the consequences of solitude.
To harvest its strange flowers
Awaiting the results of embracing solitude.
Wake up in fear of birth
Fearful anticipation of the beginning or rebirth.
Despair lies ahead
Dread and hopelessness in the future.
Daydreams of emptiness
Imagining a future filled with emptiness and unfulfilled dreams.
Lie down in fear of death
Fearful contemplation of death and its uncertainties.
Brooding about this absurd existence
Reflecting on the absurdity of existence and its impact on thoughts.
I’m trapped inside
Feeling confined within oneself, unable to escape thoughts.
With my thoughts behind glass walls
Reiteration of isolating thoughts behind metaphorical walls.
I can only hear
Restricted to hearing only one's own inner voice.
The sound of my own voice
Continued desire for self-reflection and understanding.
Why did I sow
Reflecting on the origins of solitude once again.
the dark seeds of solitude?
Questioning the decision to embrace solitude.
I never want
Expressing a reluctance to experience the consequences.
To harvest its strange flowers
Rejecting the results of embracing solitude.
I was looking for myself
Searching for self-identity within a bright but overwhelming reality.
When I stepped into this bright abyss
Stepping into the unknown, seeking depth in existence.
I jumped inside to find its depth
Embracing the uncertainty and falling into a void.
And I’m falling into nothingness
Accepting a descent into nothingness.
Hours pass, slow and submissive
Time passing slowly, feeling powerless and submissive.
And I don’t know what to do
Lost in the uncertainty of the situation, unsure of the next steps.
I live inside myself
Existing solely within one's own thoughts and introspection.
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