Suicide Paradise
Seeking Paradise in the Abyss of Despair: Nathan Lms' Suicide Symphony
Lyrics
I tried, I tried to level up but I don't know why
Expressing an attempt to improve or progress, but uncertainty or confusion about the process.
This feelings inside me was never mine
Feeling that the emotions experienced are not genuinely one's own.
Gotta admit that I've wasted so much time
Acknowledging a significant amount of time wasted in the past.
I wasted so much time for a hopeless love
Referring to investing time in a love that seems without hope or purpose.
So much pressure from the other side
Feeling overwhelmed by external pressures or expectations.
I think the only way is suicide
Contemplating suicide as a response to the challenges faced.
It's so hard that I can't even cry
Expressing emotional difficulty to the point of being unable to cry.
I'm totally out of my mind
Feeling a loss of sanity or control over one's thoughts.
Can someone show me paradise
Seeking guidance or a positive place or state of mind.
This music's barely keeping me alive
Indicating that music is a lifeline, providing a sense of survival.
It's a suicide paradise
Reiterating the theme of the song, emphasizing a state of despair and hopelessness.
It's a suicide paradise
Repeating the concept of the song being a 'suicide paradise.'
So much pressure from the other side
Reiteration of external pressures leading to the consideration of suicide.
I think the only way is suicide
Repeating the idea that suicide seems to be the only way out.
It's so hard that I can't even cry
Highlighting the emotional difficulty to the point of being unable to cry.
I'm totally out of my mind
Reinforcing the sense of losing one's mental stability.
Can someone show me paradise
Reiterating the desire for someone to show or guide towards paradise.
Filled with honesty with no lies
Desiring a paradise characterized by honesty and devoid of lies.
Can someone show me paradise
Repeating the plea for someone to reveal or guide to paradise.
It's a suicide paradise
Reiterating the central theme of the song being a 'suicide paradise.'
It's a suicide paradise
Repeating the notion of the song being a place or state characterized by despair and hopelessness.
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