Lyrics
Am I bleeding from my nose again
Reflecting on potential physical harm, questioning the source of bleeding.
Took a spill on the cement
Describing a fall on hard ground, suggesting a physical or metaphorical setback.
Or am I going through a cloud
Uncertain about current state or perspective, possibly feeling disoriented.
Waking up then passing out
Experiencing a cycle of consciousness, moving between wakefulness and unconsciousness.
Bus ride to a place unknown
Embarking on a journey to an unknown destination, metaphorically or literally.
Seeking out my own headstone
Searching for one's own grave, symbolizing introspection or self-discovery.
Was it all a vivid dream
Questioning the reality of past experiences, wondering if they were vivid dreams.
Reality or fantasy
Contemplating the blurred line between reality and fantasy.
I'll let this video play out
Choosing to let a video or memory unfold, possibly confronting the past.
More than I would like to allow
Accepting more than desired, possibly alluding to life's challenges.
Did I wake up in my past again
Wondering if the current experience mirrors a past one, specifically childhood.
Nine years old and drunk on pain
Recalling a painful childhood memory of being intoxicated by suffering.
Or am I turning eighty three
Contemplating aging, unsure of the current age or stage in life.
Too young to die
Feeling caught between youth and old age, facing existential uncertainty.
Too old to see
Expressing a sense of being too experienced to be naive but too naive to be wise.
Little pieces breaking off of me
Symbolizing personal disintegration or loss of identity.
Taking all accountability
Taking responsibility for one's actions or consequences.
Face to face with former lives
Confronting past selves, possibly acknowledging personal growth.
Will cut you up with golden knives
Metaphorically describing a cutting truth, possibly related to self-discovery.
Writing letters to a future self
Engaging in self-reflection by writing letters to the future.
Is it closure or a cry for help
Questioning the motive behind reaching out to the future self, seeking closure or help.
Check my pulse and calm me down
Checking for signs of life and seeking reassurance or stability.
I ventured on unstable ground
Venturing into unstable or uncertain territory, possibly taking risks.
Plane ride to a place I know
Traveling to a familiar place, finding a liberated or unburdened state of being.
Found my unencumbered soul
Discovering a sense of freedom or release for the soul.
I am re-living this dream
Revisiting a dream, emphasizing the cyclical nature of experiences.
Reality is fantasy
Blurring the lines between reality and fantasy, questioning the nature of existence.
I'll let this video play out
Choosing to let a video or memory unfold, perhaps to gain insight or closure.
More than I would like to allow
Accepting more than desired, echoing the theme of confronting challenges.
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